4th. Miss Teed’s birthday. Many happy returns to her. Wonder if Carry
remembers.... I want so to know Minnie’s exact birthday.
know it is near....
Went in the gardens. K. and S. persecuted me with grass and I can’t
run after them. When I caught S. and when we were indoors I gave it
her rather roughly. She was very cross and would not have any of [my]
jam at tea, she never will when she is cross with me. Got a sore
throat.
5th. Throat very fairly bad, and very ‘cheval’ as M. would say.
Apropos it’s her birthday....
Just before prayers I was in the cupboard and someone shut the door
nearly on me. I threw it open again and half upset the great slate. We
had been rather uproarious all afternoon as M’s sisters had been here
and said holidays did begin on 18th. When I came out of the cupboard I
managed to tread on M’s toes, and Mlle packed me off to bed. I said
‘All right,’ shook hands with her, kissed S. and went off. Mlle wasn’t
very angry nor I very sorry and so we were all very _comfable_. Seized
on K. for a kiss as she came up and she seemed forbidden to speak to
me. However we had a nice hug and she wasn’t very horrified.
6th. Found a handbill on my dressing-table from Mrs. H. ‘for Sophy’
called Telling Jesus.”
This entry closes the school diary.
* * * * *
She seems to have remained at the Notting Hill school till Easter, 1856,
and to have carried away with her the warm good will and genuine—if
sorely tried—respect of her headmistress, Mrs. H., with whom she kept up
a correspondence for some time. For another year and a half she seems to
have attended some school at Brighton within reach of her home, but
study here was discouraged, and she became the patient of another
doctor—or quack?—who prescribed a course of rubbing.
“Under the new regulation of no study,” writes Mrs. H., “I suppose you
have plenty and to spare of the dolce far niente. I smiled at the ‘few
lessons,’ and wondered in what occupation you might possibly spend
your 24 hours.... Be assured, dear Sophy, that so much trifling and
frivolity is culpable in the sight of Heaven. It is an unworthy waste
of God’s gifts, and you are capable of something so much better!”
That life, even now, was not all “trifling and frivolity” is obvious
from the following letter, which was written a few weeks later:
“Monday, Sept. 8th. 1856.
MY OWN DARLING MOTHER,
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