Christian life -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction; Short stories, English
“My old friend,” I said, “what is it? Cannot you sleep?”
He made no answer to me directly, but stared past me round the room, and
then fixed his eyes at the foot of the bed.
“The sorrows of the world,” he said, “and the sorrows under the earth.
They come to me now, because I have not understood them, nor wept for
them.”
And then he drew out his old, thin, knotted hands, and clasped them
outside the rug that lay on the outside of the bed. I laid my own hand
upon them.
“You have had a greater gift than that,” I said. “You have known instead
the joys of the world.”
He paid no attention to me, but stared mournfully before him, but he did
not withdraw his hands.
There came a sudden gust of wind outside; and even in that corner away
from the window the candle flames leant over to one side, and then the
chimney behind me sighed suddenly.
The priest unclasped his hands, and my own hand fell suddenly on the
coverlet. He stretched out his left hand to the window as it still
shook, and pointed at it in silence, glaring over my head as he did so.
Almost instinctively I turned to the long low window and looked. But the
curtains were drawn over it: they were just stirring and heaving in the
draught, but there was nothing to be seen. I could hear the pines
tossing and sighing like a troubled sea outside.
Then he broke out into a long wild talk, now in a whisper, and now
breaking into something like a scream.
Parker came quickly round from the doorway, where he had been waiting
out of sight, and stood behind me, anxious and scared. Sometimes I could
not hear what the priest said: he muttered to himself: much of it I
could not understand: and some of it I cannot bring myself to write
down––so sacred was it––so revealing of his soul’s inner life hidden
with Christ in God.
“The sorrows of the world,” he cried again; “they are crying at my
window, at the window of a hard old man and a traitorous priest ...
betrayed them with a kiss.... Ah! the Holy Innocents who have suffered!
Innocents of man and bird and beast and flower; and I went my way or sat
at home in the sunshine; and now they come crying to me to pray for
them. How little I have prayed!” Then he broke into a torrent of tender
prayer for all suffering things. It seemed to me as he prayed as if the
wind and the pines were silent. Then he began again:
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