Christian life -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction; Short stories, English
“Their pale faces look through the glass; no curtains can shut them out.
Their thin fingers tap and entreat.... And I have closed my heart at
that door and cannot open it to let them in.... There is the face of a
dog who has suffered––his teeth are white, but his eyes are glazed and
his tongue hangs out.... There is a rose with drenched petals––a rose
whom I forgot. See how the wind has battered it.... The sorrows of the
world!... There come the souls from under the earth, crying for one to
release them and let them go––souls that all men have forgotten, and I,
the chief of sinners.... I have lived too much in the sweetness of God
and forgotten His sorrows.”
Then he turned to a crucifix of ebony and silver that hung on the wall
at his side, and looked on it silently. And then again he broke into
compassionate prayer to the Saviour of the world, entreating Him by His
Agony and Bloody Sweat, by His Cross and Passion, to remember all
suffering things. That prayer that I heard gave me a glimpse into
mysteries of which I had not dreamed; mysteries of the unity of Christ
and His members, a unity of pain. These great facts, which I thank God I
know more of now, stood out in fiery lines against the dark sorrow that
seemed to have filled the room from this old man’s heart.
Then suddenly he turned to me, and his eyes so searched my own that I
looked down, while his words lashed me.
“You, my son,” he said, “what have you done to help our Lord and His
children? Have you watched or slept? Couldst thou not watch with me one
hour? What share have you borne in the Incarnation? Have you believed
for those who could not believe, hoped for the despairing, loved and
adored for the cold? And if you could not understand nor do this, have
you at least welcomed pain that would have made you one with them? Have
you even pitied them? Or have you hidden your face for fear you should
grieve too much? But what am I that I should find fault?” Then he broke
off again into self-reproach.
At this point Parker bent over me and whispered:
“He will die, sir, I think, unless you can get him to be quiet.”
The old man overheard, and turned almost fiercely.
“Quiet?” he cried, “when the world is so unquiet! Can I rest, do you
think, with those at my window?” Then, with a loud cry, “Ah! they are in
the room! They look at me from the air! I cannot bear it.” And he
covered his face with his old thin hands, and shrank back against the
wall.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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