Christian life -- Fiction; Clergy -- England -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction; Short stories, English
“Last night the sorrows of death came to me,” he said, “and all the
blood and agony and desolation of the whole world seemed to be round me.
And I have had so little sorrow in my life that I was ill prepared to
meet them. Our Lord has always shown me such grace and given me so much
joy. But He warned me again and again this autumn. That was why I spoke
to you as I did when you came before Christmas.
“Well, last night, all this came to me. And it seemed as if I were
partly responsible. Years ago I was set apart as a priest to stand
between the dead and the living. It was meant that I should be the
meeting-place, as every priest must be, of creation’s need and God’s
grace––as every Christian must be in his station. That is what
intercession and the Holy Sacrifice both signify and effect. The two
tides of need and fulfilment must meet in a priest’s heart. But all my
life I have known much of fulfilment and little of need. Last night the
first was almost withdrawn, and the second deepened almost beyond
bearing. But I knew, as I told you last night, that with the morning
would come peace––that I should be able to carry up the burden laid on
me, and make it one with Him on Whom the iniquities of us all are laid.
But I need not say more of that now. This morning when I went to the
altar a lull had come in the storm. But it was all in my heart still. I
felt sure that I should have the clear vision once more: and as I lifted
up the Body of our Lord, it came.
“As I lifted It up It disappeared; as those tell us who look in
crystals. And this is what I saw. I do not know how long I saw it, it
seemed as if time stood still, but you told me there was no perceptible
pause. Well”––and the old man raised himself slightly in the
bed––“between my hands I saw a long slope running as it seemed from me
downhill. On the nearer higher end of the slope were men going to and
fro, and I knew they needed something––and yet many of them did not seem
to know it themselves––but they were all in need. One there was who
walked quickly, clenching and unclenching his hands, and I knew he
fought with sin. And there was a woman with a dead child across her
knees; and there was a blind child crying in a corner.
“Then further down the slope were wounded creatures of all kinds, and
lonely beasts seeking a place to die, and the very grass of the field
seemed to be in sorrow, and there were blind sea-creatures gasping. They
were not small, as you might think, but I saw them as if I looked
through a hole in a wall.
“And they stretched down, rank on rank, heaving and striving, men and
beasts warring and trampling down the flowers. There was a thrush I saw,
too, shivering in a tree; and the thought of the story I have told you
came to my mind, and there were a thousand things that I forget.
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