England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Short stories, English
She did have him carried home, and when the doctor had set the arm and
the collar-bone, and had owned that it would be better not to move him
at present, she knew that her romance would not be cut short just yet.
She did not nurse him, because it is only in books that young girls of
the best families act as sick-nurses to gentlemen. But her mother--dear,
kind, clever, foolish gentlewoman--did the nursing, and the daughter
gathered flowers daily to brighten his room. And when he was better, yet
still not well enough to resume the bicycle tour so sharply interrupted
by a flawed nut, she read to him, and talked to him, and sat with him in
the hushed August garden. Up to this point, observe, her interest had
been purely romantic. He was a man of forty-five. Perhaps he had a
younger brother, a splendid young man, and the brother would like her
because she had been kind. _He_ had lived long abroad, had no relatives
in England. He knew her Cousin Reginald at Johannesburg--everyone knew
everyone else out there. The brother--there really was a brother--would
come some day to thank her mother for all her goodness, and she would be
at the window and look down, and he would look up, and the lamp of life
would be lighted. She longed, with heart-whole earnestness, to be in
love with someone, for as yet she was only in love with love.
But on the evening when there was a full moon--the time of madness as
everybody knows--her mother falling asleep after dinner in her cushioned
chair in the lamp lit drawing-room, he and she wandered out into the
garden. They sat on the seat under the great apple tree. He was talking
gently of kindness and gratitude, and of how he would soon be well
enough to go away. She listened in silence, and presently he grew
silent, too, under the spell of the moonlight. She never knew exactly
how it was that he took her hand, but he was holding it gently,
strongly, as if he would never let it go. Their shoulders touched. The
silence grew deeper and deeper. She sighed involuntarily; not because
she was unhappy, but because her heart was beating so fast. Both were
looking straight before them into the moonlight. Suddenly he turned, put
his other hand on her shoulder, and kissed her on the lips. At that
instant her mother called her, and she went into the lamp-light. She
said good night at once. She wanted to be alone, to realise the great
and wonderful awakening of her nature, its awakening to love--for this
was love, the love the poets sang about--
"A kiss, a touch, the charm, was snapped."
She wanted to be alone to think about him. But she did not think. She
hugged to her heart the physical memory of that strong magnetic
hand-clasp, the touch of those smooth sensitive lips on hers--held it
close to her till she fell asleep, still thrilling with the ecstasy of
her first lover's kiss.
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