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"Well, that certainly is the next best thing," said Jim, feeling
considerably relieved, and with that understanding they parted.
Nanna still went on with her darning.
"You do not think I have done right, Nanna?"
"No, I do not."
"But it would not be possible for me to do such a thing."
"God has opened a door for you, and you have put out your hand to close
it."
"Don't say that. You cannot be sure the door was meant for me; perhaps
it is that I am to find some one; that is to be my share of the work."
"Child, I have more faith in you than that, and I do not think that is
the way God works."
It struck Phebe just then how unfair she had been to Nanna in her
thoughts; instead of feeling aggrieved she ought to have felt flattered
that her old friend had such confidence in her abilities. It would not
do to make any confession, but she put her arms round Nanna's neck and
kissed her as though to atone for the wrong she had done.
"Ah, dearie, you've stood to-night, I'm thinking," Nanna continued,
"where Moses stood and where Jeremiah stood, and you've made the same
excuses they did."
Just then Phebe caught sight of the star.
Did she hear over again the old command, "On whatsoever errand I shall
send thee, thou shalt go"? If she did, she certainly made no answer.
CHAPTER XVI
THE CALL OF DEBORAH
It was a long time that night before Phebe got to sleep. She had even
found it difficult to pray; this she tried to attribute to the unrest
Nanna had caused her. Over and over again did she return to Jim's
request, and each time seemed to find a fresh obstacle; the distance was
surely one great obstacle.
She tried her level best to rest on the firm conviction the work was not
hers, and then to consider how she was to make good her promise to find
some one who _would_ feel called to do it.
Would it be any good to appeal to the church? She shrank from that,
remembering her late experience.
What could she do! Did God intend to convince her the call was hers by
making it impossible for her to find a substitute?
All at once she remembered a committee had recently been formed in the
town consisting of representatives from various bodies, to attend to
certain social and religious wants of the district--the very thing
needed! The first thing she would do when morning light appeared, would
be to write to that committee, and with that restful thought she fell
asleep.
The letter was written and posted directly after breakfast, but not a
word to Nanna did she say about it. What a delight it would be when she
could all at once announce the fact that this important committee had
received her suggestion with grateful thanks and were commencing work at
once!
This said committee happened to meet on the following day. Stephen
Collins was a member of it. Mr. Bell, Bessie's superintendent, was the
honorary secretary.
Phebe's letter was the first to be read when the item "Correspondence"
on the agenda was reached.
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