The Little Review, March 1914 (Vol. 1, No. 1)Various
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The Little Review, March 1914 (Vol. 1, No. 1)
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"I should think you would be ashamed," said Lucien, by way of the
last word in argument, and retired to his paper.
"You like me to be ashamed," said Antoine, snatching the last
word from him, though still with a manner of extreme languor.
"Good, then, I have been. It is not"--he watched the trees of
Normandy sleepily--"a very nice feeling."
"I am glad you know what it is like, at least," growled his uncle
into the paper.
"Don't you?" said his nephew. "What it is like, is to make you
feel rather sick--all the time--especially while you are playing
it."
"What?"
"The thing you are ashamed of."
How I wanted to hug him!
"Antoine," said Lucien, rising and discarding the paper, "do not
be absurd. Here, look at me. You suffered that night at the
concert, eh? You excited yourself so much, little imbecile. Are
you tired now?"
"No, thank you--this is France," replied Antoine. "That is a
French cow," he murmured, "not so fat. That is a French tree, not
so thick. The sky is different, and the sun. The concerts will be
easier, I expect."
But the first glimpse of M. Lemaure, the grandfather, is reassuring. In
fact, he's almost as irresistible as Antoine, making you realize
immediately that the battle is going to be a subtle one, and that it may
be difficult to know which side to take, after all.
The old musician asks about the last recital.
"I was not at the last orchestral," Lucien answers. "I left him
in Wurst's charge, and went to the country, ... I should not
easily desert my post, as you know; but the boy made it clear
enough he had no use for me. He clung to that sacré concerto of
Tschedin, which he knows you detest, and which I never thought in
a condition to perform. He mocked himself of my objections,
contradicted me, eluded me, and twisted Wurst round his finger at
rehearsals."
"And Wurst?"
"Wurst found him charming. He has Russian blood himself, and had
known the composer. He has encouraged Antoine's revolutionary
tendencies from the first. The pair of them took the last concert
so completely out of my hands that it seemed fruitless to
remain."
"Bébé forgot himself," pronounced M. Lemaure, still quite at
ease. Indeed the situation so reminded him of Antoine's childhood
that he longed to laugh. "What did he say, and when?"
"We will not revive it," said Lucien. "When he came to his
senses, he apologized sufficiently. Perhaps he was not well ...
when is the first engagement--Sunday?"
"Let him be for a time. There is no harm."
Lucien grunted. "I shall not disturb him while he is seasick, if
that is what you mean. It would do him no harm to play scales all
the week."
"Scales--as you will, but not persons. Not Dmitri Tschedin, I
mean, nor even me. It is intrusive personality, always, that
disturbs the current of Antoine's philosophy."
"Father! How absurd."
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