Korean War, 1950-1953 -- United States -- Fiction; War stories
Panic-stricken, limping with blisters and with exhaustion, and in
mutinous despair, the men fled westward, whipped on by Mannix’s cries.
They pressed into the humid, sweltering light of the new day. Culver
followed; O’Leary, without a murmur, puffed along beside him, while to
the rear, with steady slogging footsteps, trailed the remnants of the
battalion. Dust billowed up and preceded them, like Egypt’s pillar of
cloud, filling the air with its dry oppressive menace. It coated their
lips and moist brows with white powdery grit, like a spray of plaster,
and gave to the surrounding trees, the underbrush and vacant fields, a
blighted pallor, as if touched by unseasonable frost. The sun rose
higher, burning down at their backs so that each felt he bore on his
shoulders not the burden of a pack but, almost worse, a portable oven
growing hotter and hotter as the sun came up from behind the sheltering
pines. They walked automatically, no longer with that light and
tentative step in order to ease the pain in their feet, but with the
firm, dogged tread of robots; and if they were all like Culver they had
long since parted with a sensation of motion below the hips, and felt
there only a constant throbbing pain--of blisters and battered muscles
and the protest of exhausted bones.
Then one time Culver saw the Colonel go by in a jeep, boiling along in a
cloud of dust toward the head of the column. He caught a glimpse of him
as he passed: he looked sweaty and tired, far from rested, and Culver
wondered how justified Mannix’s outrage had been, assigning to the
Colonel that act of cowardice. So he hadn’t been pacing the march, but
God knows he must have been hiking along to the rear; and his doubts
were bolstered by O’Leary’s voice, coming painfully beside him: “Old
Captain Mannix’s mighty pissed off at the Colonel.” He paused, wheezing
steadily. “Don’t know if he’s got a right to be that way. Old Colonel
ain’t gonna crap out without a reason. Colonel’s kind of rough sometimes
but he’ll go with the troops.” Culver said nothing. They plodded ahead
silently. Culver felt like cursing the Sergeant. How could he be so
stupid? How could he, in the midst of this pain, yield up still only
words of accord and respect and even admiration for the creator of such
a wild and lunatic punishment? Only a man so firmly cemented to the
system that all doubts were beyond countenance could say what O’Leary
did--and yet--and yet God knows, Culver thought wearily, he could be
right and himself and Mannix, and the rest of them, inescapably wrong.
His mind was confused. A swarm of dust came up and filled his lungs.
Mannix was screwing everything up horribly, and Culver wanted suddenly
to sprint forward--in spite of the effort it took--reach the Captain,
take him aside and tell him: _Al, Al, let up, you’ve already lost the
battle_. Defiance, pride, endurance--none of these would help. He only
mutilated himself by this perverse and violent rebellion; no matter what
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