Women -- History; Women -- Psychology; Women -- Social conditions
Then as if she were following another line of reminiscence she
began again. “My son left behind him a war bride, for he obeyed the
admonition of the statesmen, as well as the commands of the military
officers in those hurried heroic days. But the hasty wooing betrayed
all his ideals of marriage quite as fighting men of other nations
did violence to his notions of patriotism, and the recklessness of a
destructive air raid outraged his long devotion to science. Of course
his child will be a comfort to us and his poor little bride is filled
with a solemn patriotism which never questions any aspect of the
situation. When she comes to see us and I listen to the interminable
talk she has with my father, I am grateful for the comfort they give
each other, but when I hear them repeating those hideous stories of
the conduct of the enemy which accumulate every month and upon which
the war spirit continually feeds itself, I with difficulty refrain from
crying out upon them that he whose courage and devotion they praise so
loudly would never have permitted such talk of hatred and revenge in
his presence; that he who lived in the regions of science and whose
intrepid mind was bent upon the conquest of truth, must feel that he
had died in vain did he know to what exaggerations and errors the
so-called patriotism of his beloved country had stooped.
“I listen to them thinking that if I were either older or younger
it would not be so hard for me, and I have an unreal impression
that it would have been easier for my son if the war had occurred
in the first flush of his adventurous youth. Eager as he had been
to serve his country, he would not then have asked whether it could
best be accomplished by losing his life in a scouting aëroplane or
by dedicating a trained mind to industrial amelioration. He might
then easily have preferred the first and he certainly would never
have been tormented by doubts. But when he was thirty-one years old
and had long known that he was steadily serving his country through
careful researches, the results of which would both increase the
nation’s productivity and protect its humblest citizens, he could not
do otherwise than to judge and balance social values. I am, of course,
proud of his gallant spirit, that did not for a moment regret his
decision to die for his country, but I can make the sacrifice seem in
character only when I place him back in his early youth.
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