Autobiographical fiction; England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
She laughed. “Are you a dear boy? I sometimes wonder; or are you a
brute?”
Again he had nothing to say. Then she laughed more mischievously, and
said—
“How can you be either, when you are a philosopher? Would you mind
telling me—I am so anxious to learn—what happens to people when they
die?”
“Don’t ask _me_.” He knew by bitter experience that she was making fun
of him.
“Oh, but I do ask you. Those paper books of yours are so up-to-date.
For instance, what has happened to the child you say was killed on the
line?”
The rain increased. The drops pattered hard on the leaves, and outside
the corridor men and women were struggling, however stupidly, with the
facts of life. Inside it they wrangled. She teased the boy, and laughed
at his theories, and proved that no man can be an agnostic who has a
sense of humour. Suddenly she stopped, not through any skill of his,
but because she had remembered some words of Bacon: “The true atheist
is he whose hands are cauterized by holy things.” She thought of her
distant youth. The world was not so humorous then, but it had been more
important. For a moment she respected her companion, and determined to
vex him no more.
They left the shelter of the laurels, crossed the broad drive, and were
inside the house at last. She had got quite wet, for the weather would
not let her play the simple life with impunity. As for him, he seemed a
piece of the wet.
“Look here,” she cried, as he hurried up to his attic, “don’t shave!”
He was delighted with the permission.
“I have an idea that Miss Pembroke is of the type that pretends to be
unconventional and really isn’t. I want to see how she takes it. Don’t
shave.”
In the drawing-room she could hear the guests conversing in the subdued
tones of those who have not been welcomed. Having changed her dress and
glanced at the poems of Milton, she went to them, with uplifted hands
of apology and horror.
“But I must have tea,” she announced, when they had assured her that
they understood. “Otherwise I shall start by being cross. Agnes, stop
me. Give me tea.”
Agnes, looking pleased, moved to the table and served her hostess.
Rickie followed with a pagoda of sandwiches and little cakes.
“I feel twenty-seven years younger. Rickie, you are so like your
father. I feel it is twenty-seven years ago, and that he is bringing
your mother to see me for the first time. It is curious—almost
terrible—to see history repeating itself.”
The remark was not tactful.
“I remember that visit well,” she continued thoughtfully, “I suppose
it was a wonderful visit, though we none of us knew it at the time. We
all fell in love with your mother. I wish she would have fallen in love
with us. She couldn’t bear me, could she?”
“I never heard her say so, Aunt Emily.”
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