The MagicianMaugham, W. Somerset (William Somerset)
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The Magician
Maugham, W. Somerset (William Somerset)
Magic -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction
His voice was strangely moved. She could not doubt now that he was
sincere.
“You think me a charlatan because I aim at things that are unknown to
you. You won’t try to understand. You won’t give me any credit for
striving with all my soul to a very great end.”
She made no reply, and for a time there was silence. His voice was
different now and curiously seductive.
“You look upon me with disgust and scorn. You almost persuaded yourself
to let me die in the street rather than stretch out to me a helping
hand. And if you hadn’t been merciful then, almost against your will, I
should have died.”
“It can make no difference to you how I regard you,” she whispered.
She did not know why his soft, low tones mysteriously wrung her
heartstrings. Her pulse began to beat more quickly.
“It makes all the difference in the world. It is horrible to think of
your contempt. I feel your goodness and your purity. I can hardly bear
my own unworthiness. You turn your eyes away from me as though I were
unclean.”
She turned her chair a little and looked at him. She was astonished at
the change in his appearance. His hideous obesity seemed no longer
repellent, for his eyes wore a new expression; they were incredibly
tender now, and they were moist with tears. His mouth was tortured by a
passionate distress. Margaret had never seen so much unhappiness on a
man’s face, and an overwhelming remorse seized her.
“I don’t want to be unkind to you,” she said.
“I will go. That is how I can best repay you for what you have done.”
The words were so bitter, so humiliated, that the colour rose to her
cheeks.
“I ask you to stay. But let us talk of other things.”
For a moment he kept silence. He seemed no longer to see Margaret, and
she watched him thoughtfully. His eyes rested on a print of _La
Gioconda_ which hung on the wall. Suddenly he began to speak. He
recited the honeyed words with which Walter Pater expressed his
admiration for that consummate picture.
“Hers is the head upon which all the ends of the world are come, and
the eyelids are a little weary. It is a beauty wrought out from within
upon the flesh, the deposit, little cell by cell, of strange thoughts
and fantastic reveries and exquisite passions. Set it for a moment
beside one of those white Greek goddesses or beautiful women of
antiquity, and how would they be troubled by this beauty, into which
the soul with all its maladies has passed. All the thoughts and
experience of the world have etched and moulded there, in that which
they have of power to refine and make expressive the outward form, the
animalism of Greece, the lust of Rome, the mysticism of the Middle
Ages, with its spiritual ambition and imaginative loves, the return of
the Pagan world, the sins of the Borgias.”
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