"Oh!" she cried, "if I could be sure! Cécile rejects you ... and you
come to me! All of Cécile's rejected suitors come to me. First they
want sympathy, then ... more! I'm sick of being _consolatrice_!"
Paula had passed with startling abruptness from her breathless
silence to an almost passionate vehemence, and as she talked she made
fierce little gestures with her hands. Yet her voice was low in
pitch and volume. "It is so easy for a man to fall in love with the
woman who pets and pities him! Hermione has the right of it; I heard
her say a few weeks ago to one of Cécile's despairing swains, 'You
had better go to Paula and have your cry out. You can't weep on my
shoulder; I've got troubles of my own ... and besides, this is a
clean shirt-waist!'" Paula laughed, semi-hysterically.
Wood looked rather hurt, but not at all irritated.
"That's not quite fair to me, Paula," said he. "I did not try to
weep on anybody's shoulder, nor am I coming to you for consolation.
I don't need it. The want of it disappeared long ago. It is
precisely as if I had never been in love with anybody...."
"Oh, Huntington ... are you sure...?"
"Positive."
"And you really love me?"
"I love you with all my heart, Paula. Can't you believe me? And
don't you think that you could manage to care yourself just the least
bit...?"
Paula threw a swift look forward. Her father, a bulky figure,
half-swaddled in the fog, was rolling aft in their direction. Behind
them, alas! was the ubiquitous man at the wheel.
"So you will tell me nothing?" Wood asked.
Paula turned to him quickly, caught up his ungloved hand, and
squeezed it between her own so tightly that it gave him a stab of
pain.
"I adore you..." she whispered, then dropped his hand and fled for
the companionway.
CHAPTER X
While these agreeable events were transpiring on the deck overhead,
Cécile, warm and luxurious in her bed directly underneath, had been
doing some very busy thinking, and had finally, aided to some extent
by the muffled but pleasant tones of Wood's voice as it came
intermittently through her ventilator, arrived at her decision.
This decision was that she had better be a sensible girl and marry
Huntington Wood.
By this time she had come to fully realise that the undoubted
attraction which Applebo could have for her came through an appeal
made neither to the heart nor to the mind. It was purely a physical
attraction, and its hold was upon her material senses. Cécile was,
however, very much alive in her senses. If not the slave to them,
she was at least a very indulgent mistress, and the things which they
brought her she valued more than the higher attributes of mind. She
revelled in all five; bright pageants of colour, exquisite perfumes,
whether natural or artificial, music of any sort, from a gipsy band
to Bach, a terrapin or canvasback and an old Amontillado, a cold bath
on a hot day or a hot bath on a cold one.
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