She did try to put aside her own feelings, and speak cheerfully, and she
succeeded--but, to her surprise, her grandmother did not jump at her
offer.
"No, child, I wouldn't rather stay. I'd like to go. I feel I want to be
near my own, and your father and you are all I've got. I think I'll ask
him if he can find a little house that'll suit us."
"Won't you live with us, granny? You can have my room."
But granny would not hear of that. "I've always had a home of my own, and
I couldn't live in anybody else's," she said decisively. "Your
stepmother's too much of an invalid herself too, to be able to look after
another."
"Then you'd want me to live with you?" asked Mona, with a little break in
her voice. She was disappointed, but she tried not to show it.
"Yes, dearie," her eyes scanning Mona's face wistfully, "wouldn't you like
that?"
Mona hesitated for only a second, then "Yes, granny, I should," she said,
and then as the idea became more familiar, she said more heartily,
"Yes, I'd love to, and oh, granny, if we could only get one of the little
houses down by the Quay it would be lovely! I'm sure you'd like it----"
"I couldn't live down by the Quay," granny interrupted sharply,
"I wouldn't live there if a house was given me rent free. It is too
noisy, for one thing, and you feel every breath of wind that blows."
"But you're close, when the boats come in----"
"Aye, and when they don't come in," said granny. "I ain't so fond of the
sea as you are, and I should never know any rest of mind down close by it.
Every time the wind blew I'd be terrified."
Mona looked vexed. "It isn't often that there's any place at all to let,"
she said crossly. "If we don't take what we can get, we shall never go at
all."
But Granny Barnes was not alarmed. "Don't you trouble yourself about
that. Your father'll find us something for certain. He'd got his eye on
a little place when he was here, he wanted me to take it then. I almost
wish I had, now. Never mind, I'll write to him to-night or to-morrow.
If I was well I would go in by John Darbie's van and have a look about for
myself."
All this sounded so much like business, that Mona sat up, all her glumness
falling from her. When Granny Barnes once made up her mind to do a thing,
she did not let the grass grow under her feet. There was, after all, much
of Mona's nature in her, and when once she had made up her mind to leave
her old home, it almost seemed as though she could not get away quickly
enough.
Perhaps it was that she felt her courage might fail her if she gave
herself much time to think about things. Perhaps she felt she could not
face the pain and the worry if she gave herself time to worry much.
Or, it may have been that she really did feel anxious about Mona's health
and her own, and wanted to be settled in Seacombe as soon as possible.
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