Adventure stories; Crime -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
When he made his next movement, it was a startling one. It sent a
tingle of nerves scampering up and down my backbone. For I saw his
right hand go down to his pocket, pause there a moment, and then
suddenly lift again. As it did so my eye caught the white glimmer of
metal. I could see the flash of a revolver as he thrust it up under
the hat-brim, and held the nickeled barrel close against his temple,
just above the lean jaw-bone.
It was so sudden, so unexpected, that I must have closed my eyes in a
sort of involuntary wince. The first coherent thought that came to me
was that I could never reach him in time. Some soberer second thought
was to the effect that even my interference was useless, that he and
his life were his own, that a man once set on self-destruction will not
be kept from it by any outside influence.
Yet even as I looked again at his huddled figure, I heard his little
gasp of something that must have been between fear and defeat. I saw
the arm slowly sink to his side. He was looking straight before him,
his unseeing eyes wide with terror and hazy with indecision.
It was then that I decided to interfere. To do so seemed only my plain
and decent duty. Yet I hesitated for a moment, pondering just how to
phrase my opening speech to him.
Even as I took a sudden, deeper breath of resolution, and was on the
point of crossing to his side, I saw him fling the revolver vehemently
from him. It went glimmering and tumbling along the coppery-green
grass. It lay there, a point of high light against the darkness of the
turf.
Then I looked back to the stranger, and saw his empty hands go up to
his face. It was a quiet and yet a tragic gesture of utter misery.
Each palm was pressed in on the corded cheek-bones, with the
finger-ends hard against the eyeballs, as though that futile pressure
could crush away all inner and all outer vision.
Then I turned back toward the fallen revolver. As I did so I noticed a
figure in black step quietly out and pick up the firearm. It was the
white-faced girl who had sat looking up at the stars. Before I fully
realized the meaning of her movement, she slipped the weapon out of
sight, and passed silently on down the winding asphalt walk, between
the rows of sleepers, toward the east. There was something arresting
in the thin young figure, something vaguely purposeful and appealing in
the poise of the half-veiled head.
I vacillated for a moment, undecided as to which to approach. But a
second glance at the man in the velour hat, crouched there in his utter
and impassive misery, caused me to cross over to him.
I put a hand on his flaccid shoulder, and shook it. He did not move at
first, so I shook him again. Then he directed a slow and resentful
glance at me.
"I want to have a talk with you," I began, puzzled as to how to
proceed. He did not answer me.
"I want to help you if I can," I explained, as I still let my hand rest
on his shoulder.
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