“I was going to tell you of your first birthday, dearest. Grandfather
had gone then--poor grandfather!--and I had knitted you a little soft
cap of white wool, with a tassel and a pink bow. Your mother's father
was living still--Capt'n Billy, as they called him--and when I put the
cap on your little head, he cried out, 'A sailor every inch of him!' And
sure enough, though I had never thought it, a sailor's cap it was.
And Capt'n Billy put you on his knee, and looked at you sideways, and
slapped his thigh, and blew a cloud of smoke from his long pipe and
cried again, 'This boy is for a sailor, I'm telling you.' You fell
asleep in the old man's arms, and I carried you to your cot upstairs.
Your father followed me into the bedroom, and your mother was there
already dusting the big shells on the mantelpiece. Poor Tom! I see him
yet. He dropped his long white hand over the cot-rail, pushed back the
little cap and the yellow curls from your forehead, and said proudly,
'Ah, no, this head wasn't built for a sailor!' He meant no harm,
but--Oh, dear, Oh, dear!--your mother heard him, and thought he was
belittling her and hers. 'These qualities!' she cried, and slashed the
duster and flounced out of the room, and one of the shells fell with
a clank into the fender. Your father turned his face to the window.
I could have cried for shame that he should be ashamed before me. But
looking out on the sea,--the bay was very loud that day, I remember--he
said in his deep voice, that was like a mellow bell, and trembled
ratherly, 'It's not for nothing, Nannie, that the child has the forehead
of Napoleon. Only let God spare him and he'll be something some day,
when his father, with his broken heart and his broken brain, is dead and
gone, and the daisies cover him.'”
Auntie Nan carried her point. That night Philip laid up his boat for the
winter, and next morning he set his face towards Ballawhaine with the
object of enlisting Uncle Peter's help in starting upon the profession
of the law. Auntie Nan went with him. She had urged him to the step
by the twofold plea that the Ballawhaine was his only male relative of
mature years, and that he had lately sent his own son Ross to study for
the bar in England.
Both were nervous and uncertain on the way down; Auntie Nan talked
incessantly from under her poke-bonnet, thinking to keep up Philip's
courage. But when they came to the big gate and looked up at the turrets
through the trees, her memory went back with deep tenderness to the
days when the house had been her home, and she began to cry in silence.
Philip himself was not unmoved. This had been the birthplace and
birthright of his father.
The English footman, in buff and scarlet, ushered them into the
drawing-room with the formality proper to strangers.
To their surprise they found Ross there. He was sitting at the piano
strumming a music-hall ditty. As the door opened be shuffled to his
feet, shook hands distantly with Auntie Nan, and nodded his head to
Philip.
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