The Ballawhaine was drumming on the edge of the open door. “You are
right, young man,” he said, “a woman's hysteria is of _no_ use.”
“That will do, sir,” said Philip in a firm voice.
The Ballawhaine put his hand familiarly on Philip's shoulder. “Try
Bishop Wilson's theological college, my friend; its cheap and----”
“Take your hand from him, Peter Christian,” cried Auntie Nan. Her eyes
flashed, her cheeks were aflame, her little gloved hands were clenched.
“You made war between his father and your father, and when I would have
made peace you prevented me. Your father is dead, and your brother is
dead, and both died in hate that might have died in love, only for the
lies you told and the deceit you practised. But they have gone where the
mask falls from all faces, and they have met before this, eye to eye,
and hand to hand. Yes, and they are looking down on you now, Peter
Christian, and they know you at last for what you are and always have
been--a deceiver and a thief.”
By an involuntary impulse the Ballawhaine turned his eyes upward to the
ceiling while she spoke, as if he had expected to see the ghosts of his
father and his brother threatening him.
“Is the woman mad at all?” he cried; and the timid old lady, lifted out
of herself by the flame of her anger, blazed at him again with a tongue
of fire.
“You have done wrong, Peter Christian, much wrong; you've done wrong all
your days, and whatever your motive, God will find it out, and on that
secret place he will bring your punishment. If it was only greed, you've
got your wages; but no good will they bring to you, for another will
spend them, and you will see them wasted like water from the ragged
rock. And if it was hate as well, you will live till it comes back
on your own head like burning coal. I know it, I feel it,” she cried,
sweeping into the hall, “and sorry I am to say it before your own son,
who ought to honour and respect his father, but can't; no, he can't and
never will, or else he has a heart to match your own in wickedness, and
no bowels of compassion at him either.”
“Come, Auntie, come,” said Philip, putting his arm about the old
lady's waist. But she swerved round again to where the Ballawhaine came
slinking behind him.
“Turn me out of the house, will you?” she cried. “The place where I
lived fifteen years, and as mistress, too, until your evil deeds made
you master. Many a good cry I've had that it's only a woman I am, and
can do nothing on my own head. But I would rather be a woman that hasn't
a roof to cover her than a man that can't warm to his own flesh and
blood. Don't think I begrudge you your house, Peter Christian, though
it was my old home, and I love it, for all I'm shown no respect in it I
would have you to know, sir, that it isn't our houses we live in after
all, but our hearts--our hearts, Peter Christian--do you hear me?--our
hearts, and yours is full of darkness and dirt--and always will be,
always will be.”
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