The Maréchale (Catherine Booth-Clibborn)Strahan, James
Religion
The Maréchale (Catherine Booth-Clibborn)
Strahan, James
Booth-Clibborn, Catherine, 1860-1955
"Once again I must ask pardon for all the harm I have done you. I hope,
however, that you will be strong in trouble, stronger than you have been
up to the present. This will be a very great consolation to me. I owe
many thanks for the resolutions that the good little Marie made
yesterday, in spite of her heart and all her feelings. Believe that I
shall never forget it, and that it cost me much before deciding to break
your ideal—but, as I told you, I prefer to be sincere. As long as my
heart was free from other passion I always considered you as the best
friend I possessed. If I was not completely happy, it was that living
without love was not to live—but you, poor little Marie, you suffered!
"You are worth a hundred times more than I, and precisely on account of
that we could not understand each other. You who are so good—too
good—permeated with the most delicate sentiments, you could not conquer
an ambitious man, for I am very ambitious.
"Whilst you dreamed of a simple, quiet life with me, you must understand
that violent passions, riches, and a luxurious life are for me
essential. In a word, our ideals are completely different, and it is a
divorce of souls which I have accomplished in leaving you. Fate made us
meet, and fate separates us. Don’t have any ill-feeling towards me. My
dream now is to create for myself quite a new life made up of goodness,
of love, and above all faithfulness in a serious affection.
"I sacrifice you, it is true, but if it were otherwise, think of the
torture you would have inflicted on me. Is it not better to separate,
each of us keeping a good memory of what made our union? Think also how
my life is insupportable in this muddle now that I love truly.
"You are good, Marie; be courageous now. The sacrifice that I ask of you
is enormous, I know, but do it for love of me, and I will be eternally
obliged to you.
"You will put all your tenderness in the little Gustave, whom I shall
never forget, and above all remember that he who loves well chastises
well. Au revoir—au revoir!
"Once again pardon me, and don’t suffer too much by your exile. My only
hope is that Gustave will recompense you largely for all the suffering
you have endured, so little merited during these long years.
"I remain,
"Your devoted——."
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