“A second father,” said Sam carefully, not taking the opportunity of
telling that Travers’ friendship had lasted beyond death. Perhaps
he thought this moment too sacred for the intrusion of a legacy. “Of
course,” he went on, “I’ve had all day to think of it, and of the
difference this will make to me--to us, that is, Ada, for you and me.”
“What difference, Sam?” she asked sharply.
“It comes to this,” he said dejectedly, “that I am out of work and
competition is so desperate. While he lived, I had his friendship behind
me. Now--I don’t say that I’m afraid to stand alone. No doubt it will
be good for me eventually, but, Ada, you see how it may postpone our
hopes.”
Ada saw it. “Plotinus” took that opportunity of slipping from Peter’s
knee, and Peter saw it, too, and sighed. “Oh, Sam!” said Ada.
“And,” said Sam, looking at Peter with a fine affectation of guilt,
“there is my recklessness of last night. In my then circumstances, it
was extravagant. To-day it looks worse than that.”
“You couldn’t know,” said Peter kindly.
“No,” Sam agreed. “I couldn’t know, and I have the feeling now that I
must abide by what I did.”
“Very proper, Sam, but Mr. Adams is not poor and I should think that if
you were to go to him------”
“Oh, please,” said Sam, “please don’t press me to do that. A bargain, I
feel so strongly, is a bargain and should be kept at all costs.”
Peter felt silently ashamed of himself. “You are perfectly right,” he
said.
“Well,” said Sam, “that’s how I feel, but in a sense I’m landed with the
thing and I propose to go on with it. As I see it--and I know there’s
a certain amount of inappropriateness in thinking at all of these
practical affairs with my benefactor so recently dead, but I must, I
must----” he looked at Ada and it was understood that his thought for
her excused all--“As I see it, it’s a case for going on and trying to
pull the chestnuts out of the fire, so to speak. I shall print that
paper, and the good that I hoped to do will not be lost because my
circumstances have altered, but I shall make a small charge for it to
cover expenses as far as possible. And as I naturally want it to sell
well, I had the idea of stating on the cover that it was first read at
the Concentrics under your chairmanship. The point of that is that all
the members were not there last night; it will call their attention
to it; and they will, I hope, buy. It makes certain of a few reliable
purchasers.”
“Quite, quite,” said Peter. “It’s an excellent idea. Though I can hardly
suppose that mention of my name has any value, the name of the society
should certainly help.”
His modesty was quite incurable. He had not the faintest notion of the
wide-spread influence of Peter Struggles. “I have thought of little else
all day but Mr. Adams’ paper. I wondered if it was my duty to speak of
this terrible subject from the pulpit. The Church ought not to be silent
or it may be thought to acquiesce.”
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