Then he rose, went up stairs stealthily, paused a moment opposite
Margaret’s door, and entered the drawing-room. Apparently he did not
find any of the chairs in the dining-room comfortable enough; for he
chose a large and heavy _fauteuil_, took it up in his arms, and began
to carry it out In the passage, just opposite Margaret’s chamber, he
stumbled so heavily that he fell, and the weighty piece of furniture was
dashed against the door of the sick-room, making a terrible noise. He
picked it up, and retired silently to the dining-room.
“That would have wakened the dead,” he whispered to himself, “and she is
not dead--yet. She is certain to see the oranges, and take one of them,
and then--”
The reflection did not seem to relieve him, as he sat, gnawing his
mustache, in the chair he had brought down with him. Now the deed was
being accomplished, even his craven heart awoke to a kind of criminal
remorse. Now anxiety for the issue made him wish the act undone, or
frustrated; now he asked himself if there were no more certain and
less perilous way. So intent was his eagerness that a strange kind
of lucidity possessed him. He felt as if he beheld and heard what was
passing in the chamber of sickness, which he had made a chamber of
Death.
She has wakened--she has looked round--she has seen the poisoned
fruit--she has blessed him for his kindness in bringing it--she has
tasted the oranges--she has turned to sleep again--and the unrelenting
venom is at its work!
Oh, strange forces that are about us, all inevitably acting, each in his
hour and his place, each fulfilling his law without turning aside to the
right hand or to the left! The rain-drop running down the pane, the
star revolving round the sun of the furthest undiscoverable system, the
grains of sand sliding from the grasp, the poison gnawing and burning
the tissues--each seems to move in his inevitable path, obedient to an
unrelenting will. Innocence, youth, beauty--that will spares them not.
The rock falls at its hour, whoever is under it. The deadly drug slays,
though it be blended with the holy elements. It is a will that moves all
things--_mens agitat molem_; and yet we can make that will a slave of
our own, and turn this way and that the blind steadfast forces, to the
accomplishment of our desires.
It was not, naturally, with these transcendental reflections that
the intellect of Mr. Cranley was at this moment engaged. If he seemed
actually to be present in Margaret’s chamber, watching every movement
and hearing every heart-beat of the girl he had doomed, his blue lips
and livid face, from which he kept wiping the cold drops, did not
therefore speak of late ruth, or the beginning of remorse.
It was entirely on his own security and chances of escaping detection
that he was musing.
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