Then he took the door-handle in his clammy grasp; he had to cover it
with a handkerchief to get a firm hold. He turned discreetly, and the
door was pushed open in perfect stillness, except for that dreadful
husky thumping of his own heart. At this moment the postman’s hard knock
at the door nearly made him cry out aloud. Then he entered; a dreadful
visitor, had anyone seen him. She did not see him; she was asleep, sound
asleep; in the dirty brown twilight of a London winter day, he could
make out that much. He did not dare draw close enough to observe her
face minutely, or bend down and listen for her breath. And the oranges!
Eagerly he looked at them. There were only five of them. Surely--no! a
sixth had fallen on the floor, where it was lying. With a great sigh of
relief he picked up all the six oranges, put them in his pockets, and,
as shrinkingly as he had come-yet shaking his hand at the girl, and
cursing his own cowardice under his breath--he stole down stairs, opened
the dining-room door, and advanced into the blind, empty dusk.
“Now I’ll settle with you!” came a voice out of the dimness; and the
start wrought so wildly on his nerves, excited to the utmost degree as
they were, that he gave an inarticulate cry of alarm and despair. Was
he trapped, and by whom?
In a moment he saw whence the voice came. It was only Alice Darling,
in bonnet and cloak, and with a face flushed with something more than
anger, that stood before him.
Not much used to shame, he was yet ashamed of his own alarm, and tried
to dissemble it. He sat down at a writing-table facing her, and merely
observed:
“Now that you have returned, Alice, will you kindly bring lights? I want
to read.”
“What were you doing up-stairs just now?” she snarled. “Why did you send
me off to the doctor’s, out of the way?”
“My good girl, I have again and again advised you to turn that
invaluable curiosity of yours--curiosity, a quality which Mr. Matthew
Arnold so justly views with high esteem--into wider and nobler channels.
Disdain the merely personal; accept the calm facts of domestic life
as you find them; approach the broader and less irritating problems of
Sociology (pardon the term) or Metaphysics.”
It was cruel to see the enjoyment he got out of teasing this woman by an
ironical jargon which mystified her into madness. This time he went too
far. With an inarticulate snarl of passion she lifted a knife that
lay on the dining-room table and made for him. But this time, being
prepared, he was not alarmed; nay, he seemed to take leasure in the
success of his plan of tormenting. The heavy escritoire at which he sat
was a breastwork between him and the angry woman. He coolly opened a
drawer; produced a revolver, and remarked:
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