the slowly thinning veil--but to the eye of the beholder he gazed as
yet only on vacancy, and the picture had not reached an attempt at
self-explanation. Florimel asked why he had left it so long unfinished,
for the dust was thick on the back of the canvas.
“Because I have never seen the face or figure,” the painter answered,
“either in eye of mind or of body, that claimed the position.”
As he spoke, his eyes seemed to Florimel to lighten strangely, and as
if by common consent they turned away, and looked at something else.
Presently Mrs Barnardiston, who cared more for sound than form or
colour, because she could herself sing a little, began to glance over
some music on the piano, curious to find what the young man had been
singing, whereupon Lenorme said to Florimel hurriedly, and almost in a
whisper, with a sort of hesitating assurance,
“If _you_ would give me a sitting or two--I know I am presumptuous, but
if you would--I--I should send the picture to the Academy in a week.”
“I will,” replied Florimel, flushing like a wild poppy, and as she said
it, she looked up in his face and smiled.
“It would have been selfish,” she said to herself as they drove away,
“to refuse him.”
This first interview, and all the interviews that had followed, now
passed through her mind as she lay awake in the darkness preceding the
dawn, and she reviewed them not without self-reproach. But for some of
my readers it will be hard to believe that one of the feelings that
now tormented the girl was a sense of lowered dignity because of the
relation in which she stood to the painter--seeing there was little or
no ground for moral compunction, and the feeling had its root merely
in the fact that he was a painter-fellow, and she a marchioness. Her
rank had already grown to seem to her so identified with herself
that she was hardly any longer capable of the analysis that should
show it distinct from her being. As to any _duty_ arising from her
position, she had never heard the word used except as representing
something owing to, not owed by rank. Social standing in the eyes of
the super-excellent few of fashion was the Satan of unrighteousness
worshipped around her. And the precepts of this worship fell upon soil
prepared for it. For with all the simplicity of her nature, there
was in it an inborn sense of rank, of elevation in the order of the
universe above most others of the children of men--of greater intrinsic
worth therefore in herself. How could it be otherwise with the
offspring of generations of pride and falsely conscious superiority?
Hence, as things were going now with the mere human part of her, some
commotion, if not earthquake indeed, was imminent. Nay the commotion
had already begun, as manifest in her sleeplessness and the thoughts
that occupied it.
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