The Martins Of Cro' Martin, Vol. I (of II)Lever, Charles
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The Martins Of Cro' Martin, Vol. I (of II)
Lever, Charles
Ireland -- History -- 1800-1837 -- Fiction; Ireland -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
That was exactly what he did not, however. Young Massingbred regarded a
college distinction as no evidence whatever of a man's attainments. He
had seen stupid fellows win the prize for which clever ones strove in
vain; but, at all events, he regarded such successes as contributing in
nothing to the great race of life, and had even a theory that such early
efforts were often the very means of exhausting the energies that should
be exerted for the high rewards of the world. Besides this, he felt a
pleasure in manfully showing that he was above a petty jealousy, and
fairly owning himself beaten in a fair struggle.
“You are the better man, Nelligan,” said he, gayly; “I 'll not try
another fall with you, be assured.”
Strange was it that in this very avowal he had asserted what the other
felt in his inmost heart to be an immeasurable superiority over him;
and that in the very moment of striking his flag he had proclaimed his
victory. To be able to run him so hard for the race and yet not feel the
struggle, to strive for the prize and care nothing for defeat, seemed to
Nelligan the evidence of an ambition that soared above college triumph,
and he could not but envy that buoyant high-hearted temperament that
seemed to make light of difficulties and not even feel depressed by a
defeat.
Up to this time these two young men had scarcely known each other, but
now they became intimate. The very difference in character served
to draw them more closely together; and if Nelligan felt a degree of
admiration for qualities whose brilliant display opened a new sense of
enjoyment to him, the other was delighted with the gentle and almost
childlike innocence of the student whose far-soaring intellect was
mastering the highest questions of science.
Massingbred was one of those natures in whom frankness is an instinct.
It seems to such a relief to open the secrets of the heart and avow
their weaknesses and their shortcomings, as though--by some Moral
Popery--they would obtain the benefit of a free confession and go forth
the better for their candor.
Not only did he tell Nelligan of his own career and its accidents, the
causes for which he was not on good terms with his family, and so on;
but he even ventured to discuss the public life of his father, and, in
a spirit of banter, swore that to his political subserviency did he owe
his whole fortune in life.
“My father was one of the crew when the vessel was wrecked, Nelligan,”
said he; “there was plenty of talk of standing by the ship to the last,
and perishing with her. Some did so, and they are forgotten already. My
father, however, jumped into the long-boat with a few more, and thought
that probably they might find another craft more seaworthy; fortunately
he was right; at least, assuredly, I 'm not the man to say he was not.”
“But was there no desertion of principle, Massingbred?” said Nelligan.
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