The Martyrdom of MadelineBuchanan, Robert Williams
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The Martyrdom of Madeline
Buchanan, Robert Williams
Fiction
_My own little wife--my beautiful Madeline [thus wrote Monsieur
Belleisle, in his own language], if you wish to please me--although I
am not worthy your forbearance--still, sweet one, if you can forgive me,
and will try to please me, you will make yourself look tonight divinely
fair. There are many fair faces in this place--many will meet us
to-night, but I wish my wife to be without a rival in the loveliness
which is hers! Your own_
_Emile._
Madeline read the letter twice, crumpled it in her hand, and threw it
aside. She drank the wine which had been sent to her, and ate a biscuit;
then, feeling somewhat refreshed and a good deal clearer in the head,
she reviewed in her mind the exact state of affairs.
Her first impulse that morning had been to leave her husband, to travel
back to England and throw herself on the compassion of Mr. White. She
knew that he would forgive her, kiss her, cry over her, and, looking
a little saddened perhaps, take her to his hearth, as he had once done
before. But now her common sense told her that a _husband_ could not
be disposed of so readily. It was quite evident to her that Monsieur
Belleisle, despite his violent words in the morning, did not wish to
resign the bride he had taken so much trouble to win. If she were to
return to her home, he might seek her out, and force her to return to
him--or if she hid herself, he would be quite capable in his anger of
making public such a story as would shame her for ever. The affair would
be raked up for public comment, and the woman would be martyred, the man
made a hero--as usual. Mrs. Grundy would hold up her hands in horror at
the idea of a girl, still in her teens, forcing her music master to run
away with her.
Yes, the case would always stand so, for Madeline could not even urge
in palliation of her act of desertion the fact of cruelty. Belleisle
had spoken harshly, to be sure, but then how many husbands often did the
same, and how few of them had the good taste to make so humiliating an
apology? Perhaps after all he loved her in his own peculiar fashion, and
if he was willing to atone, why the best thing she could do was to meet
him half way, and, if she could not be happy, to try at least and be
content.
She looked at her watch; five o’clock. How quickly, and yet how wearily,
the day had gone by! How white, how haggard, and old she looked! And he
wanted her to eclipse the Parisian ladies who had come down to revive
their beauty by the sea. She did not know that she had already done so,
that during her daily walks on the seashore she had several times been
pointed out as ‘the beautiful Mademoiselle Anglaise,’ whose sad eyes had
unconsciously touched many hearts, and whose story many were guessing
at, but no one knew.
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