The Master of Aberfeldie, Volume 2 (of 3)Grant, James
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The Master of Aberfeldie, Volume 2 (of 3)
Grant, James
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Society was intolerable just then, and she had much of it at
Maviswood. How intolerable seemed lawn-tennis amid the bright
sunshine, the soft thud of the balls upon the racquets, as they were
shot over the nettings from court to court, the laughter of young and
sweet voices, and the cries ever and anon of 'fifteen,' 'thirty,'
'fault,' and so on, as the jovial game progressed; and with evening
came the inevitable dinner-party, and at night the dance.
Allan, fearing to lacerate his sister's heart, knew not how to
undeceive her in the matter of Cameron's supposed duplicity, though
the truth or falsehood thereof could not affect her fate or her
relations with Sir Paget now; but the true story escaped Carslogie
quite casually when in conversation with Olive, who in due time
related it to Eveline, in whose breast it created some very mingled
emotions.
So Evan was innocent, while she had been feeling in her heart all the
passion and pain--yea, a sentiment of vengeance--which women will
feel, when they believe they have been loving unworthily.
Early on her marriage morning she left her bed to think over all
this. Wrapped in a snow-white _peignoir_ (or dressing-robe), with
all her undressed hair floating about her shoulders and blown back by
the warm summer breeze, she sat at the open window of her room, and
looked dreamily out with sad, sad eyes on the sunny landscape and the
lovely hills all steeped in golden haze.
How changed seemed its beauty now, and how she longed to be away from
it--to be dead, in fact! Yet she was at an age when even to live,
ought to be in itself a joy.
The fragrance of the dewy summer morning seemed to fill the outer
world, and amid the intense stillness she heard only the voices of a
lark high in the air and of a cushat dove in the coppice.
Her marriage morning--what a morning of woe to her! Her cheeks were
pale--very, very pale; but with her parted scarlet lips, and her
tangled waves of rich brown hair, she was beautiful as ever.
The knowledge that her lover had not deceived her, but was true,
roused her for a time, and filled her soul with a tempest of
unexpected sorrow, compunction, and joy--sorrow that she had wronged
him, compunction for the cruel mode in which she had treated him, and
joy that his honour was unstained, and that he still was true; but
oh! what must he think of her?
Burying her face in her tremulous white hands, she wept like a
child---wept as we are told 'only women weep when their hearts break
over the grave of a dead love,' and threw herself across her bed.
'God forgive me--God forgive me, and bless and comfort you, my love,'
she murmured. 'Oh, Evan, I have wronged you--wronged you; but what
does it avail us after all--after all?'
And she lay there crouched and gathered in a heap, as it were, till
Olive and others who were to be her bridesmaids roused her and lifted
her up and summoned Clairette.
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