The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)St. Aubyn, Alan
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The master of St. Benedict's, Vol. 2 (of 2)
St. Aubyn, Alan
Cambridge (England) -- Fiction; School principals -- Fiction; Students -- Fiction
Lucy's meditation was disturbed by the Master's rambling monologue.
He had been dozing through all the early part of the night, and about
midnight he awoke and began talking to himself in low, disconnected
sentences, his mind wandering off in strange fancies and old
recollections, which escaped from his lips in broken sentences. He had
forgotten the Vicarage gate now, where Rachel used to wait for him in
those far-off days when he came back term after term from college. He
had gone back in memory to an earlier time. He was a boy again in his
father's fields; the old faces of his infancy and childhood were about
him. He was a boy again in the old humble home, among the old humble
folk.
He babbled in his rambling, disconnected way about things and people
that Lucy had never heard of, only now and then she caught a familiar
name that his memory had gone far back to seek. She didn't shrink now
from the mention of her humble progenitors: the dear old rustic with
a hayband round his legs, the dairywoman who kept the stall in the
butter-market. At this solemn time these distinctions seemed but a
small matter. The years had rolled back, and the rustic in his furrow
and the Master of St. Benedict's were again boys together in their
father's field. There were no distinctions now to separate them; there
would be no distinctions ever again. They had all slipped away with the
labour and the learning of the intervening years; with the well-earned
honours--the scarlet gown and the doctor's hood; they were all among
the things that had been. There was nothing left but love and tender
trust--the heart of a little child.
The hours dragged wearily on; it seemed to Lucy as if the sweet June
night would never end. There was not a light in a single window in the
college court, and there were no stars in the sky, only the clouds
hurrying on their noiseless way. The silence of the darkened room
seemed to the frightened watcher to grow more oppressive as the night
wore on. She could hear the rapid tick, tick of the Master's watch on
the dressing-table; it could not beat the moments out fast enough.
Oh, it was dreadful to hear it hurrying on, and to know that it was
ticking off at every beat the few remaining moments of a human life!
Lucy listened to it until she could bear it no longer. Should she
call Cousin Mary, who was with the Master's wife in the room across
the passage? She had got as far as the door to call her, and then she
recollected that Mrs. Rae was always listening for any sound from the
Master's room, and that she would be disturbed.
The thought of the watchfulness of the Master's wife, and the love--the
faithful love that had stood the shocks of more than sixty years, and
had only grown truer, and deeper, and tenderer with the years--smote
upon Lucy like a blow. Oh, she had never known what love was, if this
was a woman's love!
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