Adventure stories; Countesses -- Fiction; Lawyers -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Love stories; Trials (Murder) -- Fiction
For an instant her eyes rested on his face, then she looked away. “It
may, happily, come to an end officially, since its work will have been
accomplished, but it will never be forgotten.”
The last words were spoken low, with just the suspicion of a tremor in
them. It seemed to pass to Herriard, as he responded, “Ah, Countess,
how you reward me!”
“Reward you? Can I ever do that?” she said.
“Indeed you can, far above my deserts,” he answered, with the spell of
her voice and presence, of her mood attuned, as it seemed, to his own,
thrilling through him. “Although it is unnecessary; the fight in your
cause has been its own reward.”
There was a little pause, as though the subject had run as far as it
might venture. Then Alexia spoke.
“Ah, if I dared believe that the worst was over now!”
“I think you may,” he replied. “I do not see how this new evidence can
be shaken.”
“You are not absolutely certain?” Her eyes were fixed on his face, and
he felt she was reading him.
He thought of Gastineau and his almost scoffing scepticism. He longed
to feel able to tell her that all fear and doubt were passed, yet, with
the memory of his mentor’s views, he could not, and felt a brute in
consequence.
“I believe it,” he answered, hoping the evasion was not apparent. “My
own opinion is that this man’s evidence settles the question so far as
you are concerned.”
“But you think others may not share it?” she asked shrewdly.
“I think,” he answered, “that others, who are interested, as half the
world is, in believing the worst, may be reluctant to share it.”
Alexia was leaning back, bitterly reflective. “The world, our world, is
very cruel,” she said.
“The world,” he replied, “craves for amusement. Left to its own
resources it is a dull world, and is constantly growing duller. So
its amusements must ever be increasing in pungency. Strong contrasts
and mental vivisection are its intellectual pastimes, the cant of
a spurious broad-mindedness which affects hesitation in condemning
vice, since there is none who can claim virtue, and at the same time
prejudges the maligned for a like reason. Our modern Pharisees’ boast
is not that they are virtuous, but vicious, and they call Heaven to
witness that they claim to be no better than the rest of mankind.”
Alexia was looking at him searchingly with a touch of disappointment.
“You are a cynic,” she said simply, yet with wistful conviction.
“Not I,” he replied frankly, and at his prompt denial her face
brightened.
He hated himself for so easily falling into the trick of Gastineau’s
pessimistic speech. “No: I am a believer in the honest, right-thinking
minority, although my profession prevents me from shutting my eyes to
the mental attitude of the rest. On the surface, at any rate, it is a
cruel world, Countess, and I am more sorry than I can express, to know
that you, of all women, have felt its hardness, its injustice. But
please don’t think me a cynic.”
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