He let go of the stiffening arm. The body shot away and down the pipe.
Thomas the Trap-Smasher was gone, he was gone for all time, the way
Eric reasoned now. He was dead and sewered, and that was that.
Eric closed the joint, pulled the slab down and stamped it into place.
He was completely alone. An outlaw who could expect nothing from other
human beings but death by slow torture. He had no companions, no home,
no beliefs of any sort. His uncle's last words still lay, in all their
stern ugliness, at the bottom of his mind. "_I wanted to--to be chief._"
* * * * *
It was bad enough to discover that the religion on which he had been
raised was a mere prop to the power of the chieftainship, that the
mysterious Female Society was completely unable to see into a person's
future. But to find out that his uncle's thoughtful antagonism to such
nonsense was based on nothing more substantial than simple personal
ambition, an ambition murderously unscrupulous and willing to sacrifice
anybody who trusted him--well, what was there left to believe in, to
base a life upon?
Had his father and mother been any less gullible than the most naive
child in the burrows? They had sacrificed themselves--for what? For one
superstition as opposed to another, for the secret political maneuvers
of this person as opposed to that.
Not for him. He would be free. He laughed, bitterly and
self-consciously. He had to be free. There was no choice: he was an
outlaw.
Eric walked a few steps and put his hands on the door to Monster
territory. To shift it out of its socket was a hard job for one man.
He strained and tore his fingers; finally he managed it. The door came
away and he deposited it carefully on the floor of the burrow.
He stared at it for a while, trying to figure out a way of getting
it back after he'd passed through the doorway. No, a single man just
couldn't do that from the other side. He'd have to leave the doorway
open, an incredible social crime.
Well, he couldn't commit a crime any more. He was beyond all rules made
by human communities. Ahead lay the glaring white light that he and his
kind feared so much. Into this he would go. Here, where there were no
illusions to be found and no help to be expected, here he would make
his solitary outlaw home.
Behind him lay the dark, safe, intricate burrows. They were tunnels,
Eric knew now, in the walls that surrounded Monster territory. Men
lived in these walls, and shivered, and were ignorant, and made fools
of each other. He could no longer do these things: he had to face the
Monsters. He wanted to face them and destroy them.
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