Ruxton's thoughts were pacing rapidly with his feelings. They had
travelled swiftly back to that moonlit night upon the Yorkshire cliffs.
To him had come the woman again, so fair, so radiant in her perfect
womanhood, so passionate in her horror of the tragedy of the world war.
These things had been beyond all doubt in their sincerity and truth.
She was this man's daughter. She was loyally supporting her father now.
Then his mind passed on to the scene in the library at Dorby Towers. It
had been his work for years to deal with people whose superficial
presentment was only calculated to cloak real purpose. He had read
these two people out of his experience.
"Judgment is only for those who possess all the facts," he observed
quietly. "Will you continue?"
The decision of his attitude seemed to inspire the white-haired man so
patiently awaiting his reply. He crossed his legs, and, drawing up one
well-shod foot, nursed its ankle in his clasped hands. He was leaning
forward full of an anxious, nervous expression of attitude. It almost
seemed as if his guest's judgment were to him a last straw of hope. The
noble forehead was a-dew with moisture. His bushy eyebrows were sharply
drawn in a great effort of concentration. His eyes, so widely simple,
usually so expressive of childhood's innocence, were now full of a
suffering that was almost overwhelming.
"If I had been guilty of a fraction of that of which the world accuses
me could I have dared, or cared, to approach you with my latest
invention, and--the other proposals? Keep that question in your mind
while I talk. It is so easy to condemn, and, having condemned, reversal
of judgment is well-nigh impossible. If I am guilty it is only of a
patriot's devotion to the country to which _I believed_ I owed
allegiance. That, and an even greater devotion to the problems of
making possible those things which seemed impossible. In not one of the
problems of invention have I ever possessed a motive other than that
which has inspired every engineer engaged upon naval armaments in every
other country. Never in my life have I devised any weapon for the army
other than the monster siege mortar. The liquid fire, the gases, the
dozen and one contrivances for slaughter have found their inception in
other brains than mine. I state these facts simply. You must trust
them, or dismiss them, as you will. I am a marine inventor solely,
except for that one weapon which was legitimate enough--the siege
mortar. You, who understand the nature of marine invention, must
assuredly realize that one man's brain, one man's lifetime are all too
brief and limited to permit a division of his powers with any hope of
success."
He paused as though offering opportunity for comment, but none was
forthcoming. So he went on, his body slightly swaying to and fro, his
eyes assuming a passionate fire that gave to his whole aspect an
atmosphere of vigorous protest.
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