Banks and banking -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction; Singers -- Fiction
Nothing could help him now but the aid so long looked for. Why had
fortune turned against him so persistently when she had once been so
lavish with her favors that he had only to try his luck and win. Now it
was constant loss until this last venture, which had promised so much
and must bring success, or he be ruined with many who had trusted him
and looked upon him as a soul of honor and integrity. No one stood
higher in Merivale than he did, or would fall lower if he fell. He
thought of the mob which had surrounded White’s Bank during the run, and
said to himself, “That was a ripple compared to the storm which will
beat against me when all is known. Then there was a chance to get
something, for it was a run; with me it will be a total failure, with no
hope of payment, and so many of them are my personal friends.”
He almost knew the list of depositors by heart, but he went over it
again, and, strong man that he was, his tears fell like rain as he saw
the names of those whose little all, which meant so much hard work, had
been trusted to him. Among the names was Louie’s. She had thought it a
fine thing to have a bank account, and from the liberal allowance paid
to her weekly she had saved and deposited one hundred and fifty dollars,
and had nearly tormented his life out with asking where it was invested
and what per cent. it was paying him.
“Poor little Louie! She shall not lose,” he said, and going again to his
safe he took out one hundred and fifty dollars, and putting it in the
box with Nancy Sharp’s marked silver, charged it to Louie as withdrawn,
and then his work was done and he sat down in his rear office, conscious
of a great weakness and throbbing of his heart in his throat, giving him
a sensation of smothering.
He had felt this before when returning from New York, or waiting for
news from that city. But the feeling had never been quite as intense as
it was now, nor quite as painful, making him gasp and put his hands to
his throat, which felt as if swelling to twice its usual size. The room
was dark with the heavy shutters drawn, and the gas extinguished, but
the future outlook was darker still, with no ray to lighten it unless it
came in the morrow’s mail, or Monday’s. He had reason to expect it on
the morrow.
“And it will come; it must,” he said, his natural hopefulness beginning
to assert itself. “To-morrow will put things right, and then, as I hope
for heaven, I’ll do business on the square. I’m not naturally a bad man,
nor a dishonest one. It is this infernal disease born in me, which has
mastered me.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account