"The wind blows fresh to-night; you will have no difficulty in
leaving this shore. The difficulty will be to return."
I had no heart to kill him; he was young and he was frightened. I
heard the sob in his throat as I dropped my arm and he went flying
down to the river.
This was child's play; the rest--
My portion is to tell it; forty years ago it all befell, and till
now no word of it has ever left my lips.
There was no sound of her advancing tread across the lawn as I
stepped back into my own grounds to enter the pavilion. But as I
left the path and put foot inside the wall, I heard a far, faint
sound like the harsh closing of a door in timid hands, followed by
another bark from the dog, louder and sharper than the first--for
he did not recognize my Aline as mistress, though I had striven for
six months to teach him the place she held in my heart.
By this I knew she was coming, and that what preparations I had to
make must be made soon. They were not many. Entering the well-known
place, I lit the lantern I had brought with me and set it down near
the door. It cast a feeble light about the entrance, but left great
shadows in the rear. This I had calculated on, and into these
shadows I now stepped.
The pavilion, as you remember it, is not what it was then. I had
used it little, fancying more my own library up at the house, but
it was not utterly without furnishings, and to young eyes might
even look attractive, with love, or fancied love, to mellow its
harsh lines and lend romance to its solitude. At this hour and
under these circumstances it was a dismal hole to me; and as I
stood there waiting, I thought how the place fitted the deed--if
deed it was to be.
I had always thought her timid, afraid of the night and all
threatening things. But as I listened to the sound of her soft
footfall at the door, I realized that even her breast could grow
strong under the influence of a real or fancied passion. It was a
shock--but I did not cry out--only set my teeth together and turned
a little so that what light there was would fall on my form rather
than on my face.
She entered; I felt rather than heard the tremulous push she gave
to the door, and the quick drawing in of her breath as she put her
foot across the threshold. These sapped my courage. This fear, this
almost hesitation, drew me from thoughts of myself to thoughts of
her, and it was in a daze of mingled purposes and regrets that I
felt her at last at my side.
"Walter!" fell softly, doubtfully from her lips.
It was the name of him the dip of whose oars as he made for his
boat I could now faintly hear in the river below us.
Turning, I looked her in the face.
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