The Miracles of Antichrist: A NovelLagerlöf, Selma
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The Miracles of Antichrist: A Novel
Lagerlöf, Selma
Sicily (Italy) -- Fiction; Socialism -- Fiction
“It sometimes happens that the saints do not help,” she said to him. And
when Gaetano looked unbelieving, she was seized by an uncontrollable
desire to convince him, and she said to him that some one had promised
her in the name of the Madonna that, if she was a faithful wife to Don
Ferrante, her father should enjoy an old age free of care. But now her
husband wished to put her father in a brotherhood, which was as wretched
as a poor-house and strict as a prison. And the Madonna had not averted
it; in eight days it would happen.
Gaetano listened to her with the greatest earnestness. That was what
induced her to confide the whole story to him.
“Donna Micaela,” he said, “you must turn to the black Madonna in the
Cathedral.”
“So you think that I have not prayed to her?”
Gaetano flushed and said almost with anger: “You will not say that you
have turned in vain to the black Madonna?”
“I have prayed to her in vain these last three weeks--prayed to her,
prayed to her.”
When Donna Micaela spoke of it she could scarcely breathe. She wanted to
weep over herself because she had awaited help each day, and each day
been disappointed; and yet had known nothing better to do than begin
again with her prayers. And it was visible on her face that her soul
lived over and over again what she had suffered, when each day she had
awaited an answer to her prayer, while the days slipped by.
But Gaetano was unmoved; he stood smiling, and drummed on one of the
glass cases that stood on the counter.
“Have you only _prayed_ to the Madonna?” he said.
Only prayed, only prayed! But she had also promised her to lay aside all
sins. She had gone to the street where she had lived first, and nursed
the sick woman with the ulcerated leg. She never passed a beggar without
giving alms.
Only prayed! And she told him that if the Madonna had had the power
to help her, she ought to have been satisfied with her prayers. She
had spent her days in the Cathedral. And the anguish, the anguish that
tortured her, should not that be counted?
He only shrugged his shoulders. Had she not tried anything else?
Anything else! But there was nothing in the world that she had not tried.
She had given silver hearts and wax candles. Her rosary was never out of
her hand.
Gaetano irritated her. He would not count anything that she had done; he
only asked: “Nothing else? Nothing else?”
“But you ought to understand,” she said. “Don Ferrante does not give me
so much money. I cannot do more. At last I have succeeded in getting some
silk and cloth for an altar cloth. You ought to understand!”
But Gaetano, who had daily intercourse with the saints, and who knew
the power and wildness of enthusiasm that had filled them when they
had compelled God to obey their prayers, smiled scornfully at Donna
Micaela, who thought she could subjugate the Madonna with wax candles and
altar-cloths.
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