The Miracles of Antichrist: A NovelLagerlöf, Selma
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The Miracles of Antichrist: A Novel
Lagerlöf, Selma
Sicily (Italy) -- Fiction; Socialism -- Fiction
She was a rose which the strong sirocco had torn from its stem and
roughly whirled through the air, that she might find so much the better
rest and protection in a heart which loved her. She must understand
that God and all the saints wished and desired that they should love
one another, otherwise these great misfortunes would not have brought
her near to him. If the Madonna refused to help her, it was because she
wished to set her free from her promise of faithfulness to Don Ferrante.
For all the saints knew that she was his, Gaetano’s. She was created for
him; for him she had grown up; for him she was alive. When he kissed
her in the path in the moonlight he had been like a lost child who had
wandered long in the desert and now at last had come to the gate of his
home. He possessed nothing; but she was his home and his hearth; she was
the inheritance God had apportioned to him, the only thing in the world
that was his.
Therefore he could not leave her behind. She must go with him; she must,
she must!
He did not kneel before her. He stood and talked to her with clenched
hands and blazing eyes. He did not ask her, he commanded her to go with
him, because she was his.
It was no sin to take her away; it was his duty. What would become of her
if he deserted her?
Donna Micaela listened to him without moving. She sat silent a long time,
even after he had ceased speaking.
“When are you going?” she asked at length.
“I leave Diamante on Saturday.”
“And when does the steamer go?”
“It goes on Sunday evening from Messina.”
Donna Micaela rose and walked away towards the terrace stairs.
“My father is to go to Catania on Saturday,” she said. “I shall ask Don
Ferrante to be allowed to go with him.” She went down a few steps, as if
she did not mean to say anything more. Then she stopped. “If you meet me
in Catania, I will go with you whither you will.”
She hurried down the steps. Gaetano did not try to detain her. A time
would come when she would not run away from him. He knew that she could
not help loving him.
Donna Micaela passed the whole of Friday afternoon in the Cathedral. She
had come to the Madonna and thrown herself down before her in despair.
“Oh, Madonna mia, Madonna mia! Shall I be to-morrow a fugitive wife? Will
the world have the right to say all possible evil of me?” Everything
seemed equally terrible to her. She was appalled at the thought of
fleeing with Gaetano, and she did not know how she could stay with Don
Ferrante. She hated the one as much as the other. Neither of them seemed
able to offer her anything but unhappiness.
She saw that the Madonna would not help. And now she asked herself if it
really would not be a greater misery to go with Gaetano than to remain
with Don Ferrante. Was it worth while to ruin herself to be revenged on
her husband?
She suffered great anguish. She had been driven on by a devouring
restlessness the whole week. Worst of all, she could not sleep. She no
longer thought clearly or soundly.
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