She was panting now, and in her face was a terror which was
inexplicable. I do not know what she thought. I felt that she was
possessed by some shapeless dread which robbed her of all self-control.
As a rule she was so calm; her agitation now was amazing. Stroeve
looked at her for a while with puzzled consternation.
“You are my wife; you are dearer to me than anyone in the world. No one
shall come here without your entire consent.”
She closed her eyes for a moment, and I thought she was going to faint.
I was a little impatient with her; I had not suspected that she was so
neurotic a woman. Then I heard Stroeve’s voice again. It seemed to
break oddly on the silence.
“Haven’t you been in bitter distress once when a helping hand was held
out to you? You know how much it means. Couldn’t you like to do someone
a good turn when you have the chance?”
The words were ordinary enough, and to my mind there was in them
something so hortatory that I almost smiled. I was astonished at the
effect they had on Blanche Stroeve. She started a little, and gave her
husband a long look. His eyes were fixed on the ground. I did not know
why he seemed embarrassed. A faint colour came into her cheeks, and
then her face became white—more than white, ghastly; you felt that the
blood had shrunk away from the whole surface of her body; and even her
hands were pale. A shiver passed through her. The silence of the studio
seemed to gather body, so that it became an almost palpable presence. I
was bewildered.
“Bring Strickland here, Dirk. I’ll do my best for him.”
“My precious,” he smiled.
He wanted to take her in his arms, but she avoided him.
“Don’t be affectionate before strangers, Dirk,” she said. “It makes me
feel such a fool.”
Her manner was quite normal again, and no one could have told that so
shortly before she had been shaken by such a great emotion.
Chapter XXVI
Next day we moved Strickland. It needed a good deal of firmness and
still more patience to induce him to come, but he was really too ill to
offer any effective resistance to Stroeve’s entreaties and to my
determination. We dressed him, while he feebly cursed us, got him
downstairs, into a cab, and eventually to Stroeve’s studio. He was so
exhausted by the time we arrived that he allowed us to put him to bed
without a word. He was ill for six weeks. At one time it looked as
though he could not live more than a few hours, and I am convinced that
it was only through the Dutchman’s doggedness that he pulled through. I
have never known a more difficult patient. It was not that he was
exacting and querulous; on the contrary, he never complained, he asked
for nothing, he was perfectly silent; but he seemed to resent the care
that was taken of him; he received all inquiries about his feelings or
his needs with a jibe, a sneer, or an oath. I found him detestable, and
as soon as he was out of danger I had no hesitation in telling him so.
“Go to hell,” he answered briefly.
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