She had been feeling rather disturbed about Nan ever since they had
come to Mallow. The Nan she knew, wayward, tantalising, yet always
lovable, seemed to have disappeared, and instead here was this
embittered, moody Nan, very surely filled with some wild notion of
defying fate by marrying out of hand and so settling for ever the
disappointments of the past--and whatever chances of happiness there
might be waiting for her in the lap of destiny. Settling them in
favour of one most final and lasting disappointment of them all--of
that Kitty felt convinced.
"Nan, don't be a fool!" she insisted vehemently. "You'd be wretched if
you married the wrong man--far, far more wretched in the future than
you've ever been in the past. You'd only repent that last step once,
and that would be--always!"
"My dear Kit, I've taken so many steps that I've repented! But when
you're in the middle of a staircase you must inevitably continue taking
steps--either up or down. And if I take this one, and repent it--well,
at all events it will be the last step."
"Not necessarily," replied Kitty drily.
"Where are you wandering now?" gibed Nan. "Into the Divorce Courts--or
the Thames? Surely you know me better than that! I value my creature
comforts far too much to exploit either, I assure you. The Divorce
Courts are muddy--and the Thames is wet."
Kitty was silent a moment, her heart torn by the bitterness in the
girl's voice.
"You'd regret it, I know," she insisted gravely.
Nan rose from her cushions, swinging her hat in her hand.
"Always remembering that a prophet hath no honour in his own country,"
she commented curtly over her shoulder, and sauntered away towards the
house, defiantly humming the air of a scandalous little French song as
she went.
Kitty sank back into the hammock, lighting a cigarette to aid her
meditations. Truly matters had gone very crookedly. Maryon Rooke had
been the first cause of all the trouble. Then she herself had
intervened to distract Nan's thoughts by asking Peter to be a pal to
her. And the net result of it all was that Peter, irrevocably bound to
another woman, had fallen in love with Nan, while the latter was
philandering desperately with a totally unsuitable second string.
"Dreaming, Kitty?" said a voice, and looking up with the frown still
wrinkling her pretty brows, she saw Lord St. John approaching.
"If I am, it must be a nightmare, I think!" she answered lugubriously.
The old man's kindly face took on a look of concern.
"Any nightmare that I can dispel, my dear?"
Kitty patted the fine-bred, wrinkled old hand that rested on the edge
of the hammock.
"I know you love to play the fairy godfather to us all, but in this
case I'm afraid you can't help. In fact, you've done all you
could--made her free to choose."
"It's Nan, then?" he said quickly.
Kitty laughed rather mirthlessly.
"'M. Isn't it always Nan who is causing us anxiety one way or another?"
"And just now?"
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