China -- Fiction; Communism -- Fiction; Women peasants -- Fiction
First her tears came slow and bitter but freely after a while and then
she laid her head against the grave and wept in the way that women do
when their hearts are too full with sorrow of their life and spilled
and running over and they care no more except they must be eased
somehow because all of life is too heavy for them. And the sound of
her weeping reached the little hamlet even, borne on the winds of
spring, and hearing it the mothers in the houses and the wives looked
at each other and they said softly, “Let her weep, poor soul, and ease
herself. She has not been eased these many months of widowhood. Tell
her children to let her weep.”
And so they let her weep.
* * * * *
But after long weeping the mother heard a sound, a soft rustling there
beside her, and looking up in the twilight, for she had wept until the
sun was set, there came her daughter, feeling her way over the rough
ground and she cried as she came, “Oh, mother, my cousin’s wife said
let you weep until you eased yourself, but are you not eased yet with
so much weeping?”
Then was the mother roused. She was roused and she looked at the child
and sighed and she sat up and smoothed back her loosened hair and wiped
her swollen eyes and rose and the child put out her hand and felt for
her mother’s hand, shutting her eyes against the shining evening glow
that was rosy where the sun went down, and she said plaintively, “I
wish I never had to weep, for when I weep, my tears do burn me so!”
At these few words the mother came to herself, suddenly washed clean.
Yes, these few words, spoken at the end of such a day, this small young
hand feeling for her, called her back from some despair where she had
lived these many months. She was mother again and she looked at her
child and coming clear at last from out her daze she cried, “Are your
eyes worse, my child?”
And the girl answered, “I think I am as I ever was, except light seems
to burn me more, and I do not see your faces clear as once I did, and
now my brother grows so tall, I cannot tell if it be you or he who
comes, unless I hear you speak.”
Then the mother, leading this child of hers most tenderly, groaned to
herself, “Where have I been these many days? Child, I will go tomorrow
when dawn comes and buy some balm to make you well as I ever said I
would!”
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