Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Psychological fiction; Riviera (France) -- Fiction
“It’s dusty in the Park, and I feel as if I wanted a quick walk home. I
like Fifth Avenue when the lights are just coming out,” Mrs. Clephane
explained.
* * * * *
All night long she lay awake in the great bed of the Clephane
spare-room, and stared at Chris. While they still faced each other--and
after her first confused impression of his having thickened and
reddened--she had seen him only through the blur of her fears and
tremors. Even after they had parted, and she was walking home with
Anne, the shock of the encounter still tingling in her, he remained far
off, almost imponderable, less close and importunate than her memories
of him. It was as if his actual presence had exorcised his ghost. But
now--
He had not vanished; he had only been waiting. Waiting till she was
alone in her room in the sleeping house, in the unheeding city. How
alone, she had never more acutely felt. Who on earth was there to
intervene between them, when there was not a soul to whom she could
even breathe that she had met him? She lay in the darkness with
terrified staring eyes, and there he stood, his smile deriding her--a
strange composite figure, made equally of the old Chris and the new....
It was of no use to shut her eyes; he was between lid and ball. It was
of no use to murmur disjointed phrases to herself, conjure him away
with the language of her new life, with allusions and incantations
unknown to him; he just stood there and waited. Well, then--she would
face it out now, would deal with him! But how? What was he to her, and
what did he want of her?
Yes: it all came to the question of what he wanted; it always had. When
had there ever been a question of what _she_ wanted? He took what he
chose from life, gathered and let drop and went on: it was the artist’s
way, he told her. But what could he possibly want of her now, and why
did she imagine that he wanted anything, when by his own showing he was
so busy and so provided for?
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