He let out a shout of boyish exultation and suddenly clasped her in his
arms. But there was nothing boyish in the way he handled her, in the
almost savage evidence of possession. "Collie, I'm mad about you," he
began, ardently. "You never let me tell you. And I've grown worse and
worse. To-day I--when I saw you going down there--where that Wilson
Moore is--I got terribly jealous. I was sick. I'd been glad to kill
him!... It made me see how I loved you. Oh, I didn't know. But now ...
Oh, I'm mad for you!" He crushed her to him, unmindful of her struggles;
his face and neck were red; his eyes on fire. And he began trying to
kiss her mouth, but failed, as she struggled desperately. His kisses
fell upon cheek and ear and hair.
"Let me--go!" panted Columbine. "You've no--no--Oh, you might have
waited." Breaking from him, she fled, and got inside her room with the
door almost closed, when his foot intercepted it.
Belllounds was half laughing his exultation, half furious at her escape,
and altogether beside himself.
"No," she replied, so violently that it appeared to awake him to the
fact that there was some one besides himself to consider.
"Aw!" He heaved a deep sigh. "All right. I won't try to get in. Only
listen.... Collie, don't mind my--my way of showing you how I felt. Fact
is, I went plumb off my head. Is that any wonder, you--you darling--when
I've been so scared you'd never have me? Collie, I've felt that you were
the one thing in the world I wanted most and would never get. But
now.... October first! Listen. I promise you I'll not drink any
more--nor gamble--nor nag dad for money. I don't like his way of running
the ranch, but I'll do it, as long as he lives. I'll even try to
tolerate that club-footed cowboy's brass in homesteading a ranch right
under my nose. I'll--I'll do anything you ask of me."
"Then--please--go away!" cried Columbine, with a sob.
When he was gone Columbine barred the door and threw herself upon her
bed to shut out the light and to give vent to her surcharged emotions.
She wept like a girl whose youth was ending; and after the paroxysm had
passed, leaving her weak and strangely changed, she tried to reason out
what had happened to her. Over and over again she named the appeal of
the rancher, the sense of her duty, the decision she had reached, and
the disgust and terror inspired in her by Jack Belllounds's reception of
her promise. These were facts of the day and they had made of her a
palpitating, unhappy creature, who nevertheless had been brave to face
the rancher and confess that which she had scarce confessed to herself.
But now she trembled and cringed on the verge of a catastrophe that
withheld its whole truth.
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