Austria -- Fiction; Devil -- Fiction; Middle Ages -- Fiction
But we were not to escape. She came upon us at the foot of the stairs,
with her cordials in her hands, and made us come in and sit down and
take the medicine. Then she watched the effect, and it did not satisfy
her; so she made us wait longer, and kept upbraiding herself for giving
us the unwholesome cake.
Presently the thing happened which we were dreading. There was a sound
of tramping and scraping outside, and a crowd came solemnly in, with
heads uncovered, and laid the two drowned bodies on the bed.
“Oh, my God!” that poor mother cried out, and fell on her knees, and
put her arms about her dead boy and began to cover the wet face with
kisses. “Oh, it was I that sent him, and I have been his death. If I
had obeyed, and kept him in the house, this would not have happened.
And I am rightly punished; I was cruel to him last night, and him
begging me, his own mother, to be his friend.”
And so she went on and on, and all the women cried, and pitied her, and
tried to comfort her, but she could not forgive herself and could not
be comforted, and kept on saying if she had not sent him out he would
be alive and well now, and she was the cause of his death.
It shows how foolish people are when they blame themselves for anything
they have done. Satan knows, and he said nothing happens that your
first act hasn’t arranged to happen and made inevitable; and so, of
your own motion you can’t ever alter the scheme or do a thing that
will break a link. Next we heard screams, and Frau Brandt came wildly
plowing and plunging through the crowd with her dress in disorder and
hair flying loose, and flung herself upon her dead child with moans and
kisses and pleadings and endearments; and by and by she rose up almost
exhausted with her outpourings of passionate emotion, and clenched her
fist and lifted it toward the sky, and her tear-drenched face grew hard
and resentful, and she said:
“For nearly two weeks I have had dreams and presentiments and warnings
that death was going to strike what was most precious to me, and
day and night and night and day I have groveled in the dirt before
Him praying Him to have pity on my innocent child and save it from
harm--and here is His answer!”
Why, He had saved it from harm--but she did not know.
She wiped the tears from her eyes and cheeks, and stood awhile gazing
down at the child and caressing its face and its hair with her hand;
then she spoke again in that bitter tone: “But in His hard heart is no
compassion. I will never pray again.”
[Illustration: THERE WAS A SOUND OF TRAMPING OUTSIDE AND THE
CROWD CAME SOLEMNLY IN]
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