"Gladly would I have flown to the bosom of my Edward, for consolation;
but Mrs. Radnor had extorted a promise from me, not to undeceive
you.--'If Crawton, my child,' she said, 'should find that you have acted
disingenuously by him, it may implant suspicion in his mind, and destroy
the tenderness you at present experience. Rest satisfied, then, my love,
with the happiness you enjoy, nor hazard its destruction by that which
cannot possibly increase it. If I advise wrong, may Heaven forgive me;
but I speak from the best of motives.'
"Ah! she knew not the heart of Howard, or the precaution had been
needless. What passed from that time, Edward, till the discovery of your
prior marriage, I need not repeat: and what I experienced at that
moment, is beyond my power to describe! An idea of self-destruction took
possession of my mind, till the remembrance of my infant checked my
despair; when, finding Susan willing to follow my fortune, I determined
on flight. Your absence favoured my design; and leaving a few lines for
you, with Mary, I proceeded to London.
"I was there delivered of my Edward, and as soon as I was enabled to
bear the fatigue of travelling, proceeded to Caermarthen; where I sent
a peasant to the Hall, and a few hours after had the satisfaction of
beholding my brother.
"But ah, what an alteration had two years made in the once blooming, and
ever interesting Corbet! All indeed was changed, but the heart of Henry!
"He wept over the sorrows of his Ellenor, promised to prove a father to
my babe, and a protector to me: but, starting from his seat, he
exclaimed, 'O God! vain is the promise!--Your father, Ellenor, has
deprived me of the power. To revenge your refusal of Lord Aberford, he
has cut you off from every part of his fortune; and prohibited my
affording you the least pecuniary assistance, under forfeiture of every
part of my property, but that entailed from my ancestors. Yet, think
not, Ellenor, I can desert you: no, though I cannot publicly support you
as my sister, I still will prove myself a brother!'
"Till that moment I knew not the death of my father: tears relieved my
oppressed heart, and Henry, again embracing me, continued--'Grieve not,
my sister; your father, in his last moments, wished he had been less
severe; blessed his Ellenor, and prayed she might find a better friend
than he had proved. He would have altered his will, but death prevented
him: and your brother must ever be subjected to the control of--.'
"He paused--Alas! my brother, I knew not then the full extent of your
misery!
"He that evening conducted me to the house of Mr. Blond, where for
seventeen years I lived secluded from the world. The occurrences which
then drove me from Caermarthen, will be fully recounted in the narrative
of our Henry."
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