The Nest Builder: A NovelHale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
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The Nest Builder: A Novel
Hale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
Marriage -- Fiction
“Tennysonian!” pronounced Stefan, using what she knew to be his final
adjective of condemnation.
“A little Victorian, perhaps,” she admitted, smiling at this succinct
repudiation. “Nevertheless, I'm inclined to think he was right. There is
a sort of Pan-inspired terror in your work, you know.”
He appeared struck. “Mary, I believe you've hit it!” he exclaimed,
suddenly standing still. “I've never thought of it like that before--the
thing that makes my work unique, I mean. Like the music of Pan, it's
outside humanity, because I am.”
“Don't say that, dear,” she interrupted, shocked.
“Yes, I am. I hate my kind--all except a handful. I love beauty. It is
not my fault that humanity is ugly.”
Mary was deeply disturbed. Led on by a chance phrase of hers, he was
actually boasting of just that lack which was becoming her secret fear
for him. She touched his arm, pleadingly.
“Stefan, don't speak like that; it hurts me dreadfully. It is awful for
any one to build up a barrier between himself and the world. It means
much unhappiness, both for himself and others.”
He laughed affectionately at her. “Why, sweet, what do we care? I love
you enough to make the balance true. You are on my side of the barrier,
shutting me in with beauty.”
“Is that your only reason for loving me?” she asked, still distressed.
“I love you because you have a beautiful body and a beautiful
mind--because you are like a winged goddess of inspiration. Could there
be a more perfect reason?”
Mary was silent. Again the burden of his ideal oppressed her. There was
no comfort in it. It might be above humanity, she felt, but it was not
of it. Again her mind returned to the pictures and Farraday's criticism.
“Sinister!” So he would have summed up all the others, except the Danaë.
To that at least the word could not apply. Her heart lifted at the
realization of how truly she had helped Stefan. In his tribute to
her there was only beauty. She knew now that her gift must be without
reservation.
Home again, she stood long before the picture, searching its strange
face. Was she wrong, or did there linger even here the sinister,
half-human note?
“Stefan,” she said, calling him to her, “I was wrong to ask you not to
make the face like me. It was stupid--'Tennysonian,' I'm afraid.” She
smiled bravely. “It _is_ me--your ideal of me, at least--and I want you
to make the face, too, express me as I seem to you.” She leant against
him. “Then I want you to exhibit it. I want you to be known first by
our gift to each other, this--which is our love's triumph.” She was
trembling; her face quivered--he had never seen her so moved. She fired
him.
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