The Nest Builder: A NovelHale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
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The Nest Builder: A Novel
Hale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
Marriage -- Fiction
He stood rooted for a minute, looking as dumfounded as if an earthquake
had rolled under him. Then with a quick turn he picked up her wrap,
folded it round her, and took her into his arms. But it was a moment
too late. He had hesitated, had not been there at the instant of her
greatest need. Her midnight fears were fulfilled, just as her instinct
had foretold. He was not glad. There in his arms her heart turned cold.
He soon rallied; kissed her, comforted her, told her what a fool he had
been; but all he said only confirmed her knowledge. “He is not glad. He
is not glad,” her heart beat out over and over, as he talked.
“Why did you not tell me sooner, darling? Why did you let me tire you
like this?” he asked.
Impossible to reply. “Why didn't you know?” her heart cried out, and, “I
wasn't tired until to-day,” her lips answered.
“But why didn't you tell me?” he urged. “I never even guessed. It was
idiotic of me, but I was so absorbed in our love and my work that this
never came to my mind.”
“But at first, Stefan?” she questioned, probing for the answer she
already knew, but still clinging to the hope of being wrong. “I never
talked about it because you didn't seem to care. But in the beginning,
when you proposed to me--the day we were married--at Shadeham--did you
never think of it then?” Her tone craved reassurance.
“Why, no,” he half laughed. “You'll think me childish, but I never did.
I suppose I vaguely faced the possibility, but I put it from me. We had
each other and our love--that seemed enough.”
She raised her head and gazed at him in wide-eyed pain. “But, Stefan,
what's marriage _for?_” she exclaimed.
He puckered his brows, puzzled. “Why, my dear, it's for
love--companionship--inspiration. Nothing more so far as I am
concerned.” They stared nakedly at each other. For the first time the
veils were stripped away. They had felt themselves one, and behold!
here was a barrier, impenetrable as marble, dividing each from the
comprehension of the other. To Stefan it was inconceivable that a
marriage should be based on anything but mutual desire. To Mary the
thought of marriage apart from children was an impossibility. They had
come to their first spiritual deadlock.
VIII
Love, feeling its fusion threatened, ever makes a supreme effort for
reunity. In the days that followed, Stefan enthusiastically sought to
rebuild his image of Mary round the central fact of her maternity. He
became inspired with the idea of painting her as a Madonna, and recalled
all the famous artists of the past who had so glorified their hearts'
mistresses.
“You are named for the greatest of all mothers, dearest, and my picture
shall be worthy of the name,” he would cry. Or he would call her
Aphrodite, the mother of Love. “How beautiful our son will be--another
Eros,” he exclaimed.
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