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"To-night--I will bring them at once!" said Chester, with a start,
for he was very weak, and the Mayor's voice struck his ear suddenly.
"Then," he murmured to himself, "God help me, to-morrow I may not
have the strength."
When Chester went out in the morning, his wife had complained of
illness, and this added to his depression as he returned home. "Oh,
what news do I bring to make her better," he thought. "What but sorrow
and pain shall I ever have to offer her on this side the grave? Feeble
as a child--disgraced. Oh, Jane, my wife, how will she live through
all that must too surely come upon her!"
Saddened by these thoughts, Chester mounted the stairs. He entered
the chamber formerly the scene of so much innocent happiness, and
found Isabel sitting by the fire alone and crying. Chester loved his
beautiful child, and her tears sent a fresh pang through his heart.
The idea crossed his mind that she might be hungry and crying for
food. He had often thought of late, that this want must come upon
them all at last, but now that it seemed close at hand, it made him
faint as death. He sat down and attempted to lift the little girl
to his knee, but he had not strength to raise her from the floor,
and, abandoning the attempt with a mournful look, he drew her close
to his bosom; his forehead fell upon her shoulder, and he wept like
a child.
Isabel wiped away his tears, and put her arm softly around his neck.
"Oh, papa, don't take on so, I wish I had not cried."
"And what are you grieving about?" said Chester, struggling with
himself, "were--were you hungry, darling?"
"No, it was not that, but mamma, you know, had such a headache, and
we wanted to do something for her, but Mary find I could find no
camphor nor cologne nor anything in the house, and poor mamma kept
growing worse, so we made it up between us, Mary and I, to sell the
Canary bird. There was not a bit of seed, nothing but husks in the
cage, and the poor thing begun to hang its head; so don't blame us,
we had no money for seed, and now that you and mamma are both sick,
Mary thought we had better sell the bird."
Chester groaned, and his face fell once more upon the child's
shoulder.
"Papa, are you angry," said Isabel, while the tears came afresh to
her beautiful eyes.
"No, my child, no. It was right, it was best. But your mother, is
she so very ill?"
"She is asleep now! That was the reason I only cried very softly when
Mary Fuller went away with the bird--Mary made me promise not to cry
out loud, for fear of waking her."
Chester arose and moved softly toward the bedroom. It had a desolate
and poverty-stricken look--that little room--but still was neatly
arranged and tidy in every part. The bureau was gone, and the
straw-bed, though made with care, looked comfortless in comparison
with the couch in which we first saw Isabel.
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