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"It is something worse than that," said Chester, and the tears gushed
into his eyes. "I feel--I feel that it is"--
"Is what, sir? oh you may tell me!"
"No, it is nothing, God may yet spare me!"
Mary gazed at him a moment, and then turned away. She entered the
little closet where her bed was, and closing the door, knelt down.
She did not weep as other children of her age might have done, but
clasping her hands, and lifting her meek forehead to Heaven, prayed
in her heart; a little time and the words came gushing to her lips,
earnest, eloquent, and full of deep, simple pathos. Her eyelids
quivered; her mouth grew bright with the soul that troubled it. Her
diminutive frame seemed to dilate and straighten with the energy of
her prayer.
"Oh, God, oh, my Father, who art in Heaven, Thou who hast made these,
Thy children, so good and so beautiful, look down upon me--bend for
one moment from the bright home where Thou hast taken my own father,
and listen to me, his only child--I am feeble, helpless, and all
alone. Oh, God, no one need grieve or shed a tear upon the earth if
I am laid in my little grave before morning. Look upon me, oh, Lord,
see if I am not a useless and unsightly thing, whom Thy creatures
may look upon with pity, but no love save that which bringeth tears.
Take me, oh, Father, take me from the earth, and leave the good man
with his wife and with his child. I am ready, I am willing, this
night, to lie down in the deepest grave, so this, my kind friend,
live for those who love him so much. Father--oh, my own father, who
art nearer unto God than I am, plead for me, plead for him; plead
that thy little unseemly child, may be taken up to the home where
her father is--and that he who saved, and fed, and sheltered thy
child, may be left to feed and shelter his own."
It seemed as if the holy spirit of self-sacrifice that possessed this
child, had sublimated both her language and her countenance. Her face,
so thin, so pallid, beamed with the spirit of an angel--the subdued
pathos of her voice, was like the fall of water-drops upon pure
marble. Long after her lips ceased to move her face and hands were
uplifted to Heaven.
Chester heard the murmur of her voice, and his heart was soothed by
it. He went into his wife's bed-room, and bent gently over her as
she slept. The fever was still hot upon her cheek, and she murmured
in her unrest as Chester took her hand softly in his and pressed his
pale brow upon it. Long and mournfully did the heart-stricken man
gaze upon those loved features. He smoothed the pillow, he spread
the cool linen softly over her arms, he bathed her forehead with cold
water, and afterward with his tears, as he bent down to kiss it before
he went out.
Then he went into the outer room, and took from a drawer his star,
and his official book. These he folded up carefully and placed in
his pocket. Still he lingered in the room, moving from window to
window, and looking sadly upon his child.
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