The Open Door, and the Portrait.: Stories of the Seen and the Unseen.Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Open Door, and the Portrait.: Stories of the Seen and the Unseen.
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Manners and customs -- Fiction
“No. I don’t wonder at that; but if it is strange to you, Phil, think how
much more strange to me! That is the partner of my life. I have never had
another, or thought of another. That--girl! If we are to meet again, as I
have always hoped we should meet again, what am I to say to her,--I, an
old man? Yes; I know what you mean. I am not an old man for my years; but
my years are threescore and ten, and the play is nearly played out. How
am I to meet that young creature? We used to say to each other that it
was forever, that we never could be but one, that it was for life and
death. But what--what am I to say to her, Phil, when I meet her again,
that--that angel? No, it is not her being an angel that troubles me; but
she is so young! She is like my--my granddaughter,” he cried, with a
burst of what was half sobs, half laughter; “and she is my wife,--and I
am an old man--an old man! And so much has happened that she could not
understand.”
I was too much startled by this strange complaint to know what to say.
It was not my own trouble, and I answered it in the conventional way.
“They are not as we are, sir,” I said; “they look upon us with larger,
other eyes than ours.”
“Ah! you don’t know what I mean,” he said quickly; and in the interval he
had subdued his emotion. “At first, after she died, it was my consolation
to think that I should meet her again,--that we never could be really
parted. But, my God, how I have changed since then! I am another man,--I
am a different being. I was not very young even then,--twenty years older
than she was; but her youth renewed mine. I was not an unfit partner; she
asked no better, and knew as much more than I did in some things,--being
so much nearer the source,--as I did in others that were of the world.
But I have gone a long way since then, Phil,--a long way; and there she
stands, just where I left her.”
I pressed his arm again. “Father,” I said, which was a title I seldom
used, “we are not to suppose that in a higher life the mind stands
still.” I did not feel myself qualified to discuss such topics, but
something one must say.
“Worse, worse!” he replied; “then she too will be, like me, a different
being, and we shall meet as what? as strangers, as people who have lost
sight of each other, with a long past between us,--we who parted, my God!
with--with--”
His voice broke and ended for a moment then while, surprised and almost
shocked by what he said, I cast about in my mind what to reply, he
withdrew his arm suddenly from mine, and said in his usual tone, “Where
shall we hang the picture, Phil? It must be here in this room. What do
you think will be the best light?”
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