The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and SonMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel: A History of a Father and Son
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
"I suppose, poor fellow," said Austin, in his kind way, "he doesn't
want to get into a deeper mess. I don't think he's a coward."
"He is a coward," cried Richard. "Do you think if I had a file I
would stay in prison? I'd be out the first night! And he might have
had the rope, too--a rope thick enough for a couple of men his size
and weight. Ripton and I and Ned Markham swung on it for an hour,
and it didn't give way. He's a coward, and deserves his fate. I've
no compassion for a coward."
"Nor I much," said Austin.
Richard had raised his head in the heat of his denunciation of poor
Tom. He would have hidden it had he known the thought in Austin's
clear eyes while he faced them.
"I never met a coward myself," Austin continued. "I have heard of
one or two. One let an innocent man die for him."
"How base!" exclaimed the boy.
"Yes, it was bad," Austin acquiesced.
"Bad!" Richard scorned the poor contempt. "How I would have spurned
him! He was a coward!"
"I believe he pleaded the feelings of his family in his excuse, and
tried every means to get the man off. I have read also in the
confessions of a celebrated philosopher, that in his youth he
committed some act of pilfering, and accused a young servant-girl of
his own theft, who was condemned and dismissed for it, pardoning her
guilty accuser."
"What a coward!" shouted Richard. "And he confessed it publicly?"
"You may read it yourself."
"He actually wrote it down, and printed it?"
"You have the book in your father's library. Would you have done so
much?"
Richard faltered. No! he admitted that he never could have told
people.
"Then who is to call that man a coward?" said Austin. "He expiated
his cowardice as all who give way in moments of weakness, and are
not cowards, must do. The coward chooses to think 'God does not see.
I shall escape.' He who is not a coward, and has succumbed, knows
that God has seen all, and it is not so hard a task for him to make
his heart bare to the world. Worse, I should fancy it, to know
myself an impostor when men praised me."
Young Richard's eyes were wandering on Austin's gravely cheerful
face. A keen intentness suddenly fixed them, and he dropped his
head.
"So I think you're wrong, Ricky, in calling this poor Tom a coward
because he refuses to try your means of escape," Austin resumed. "A
coward hardly objects to drag in his accomplice. And, where the
person involved belongs to a great family, it seems to me that for a
poor plough-lad to volunteer not to do so speaks him anything but a
coward."
Richard was dumb. Altogether to surrender his rope and file was a
fearful sacrifice, after all the time, trepidation, and study he had
spent on those two saving instruments. If he avowed Tom's manly
behaviour, Richard Feverel was in a totally new position. Whereas,
by keeping Tom a coward, Richard Feverel was the injured one, and
to seem injured is always a luxury; sometimes a necessity, whether
among boys or men.
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