The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — CompleteMeredith, George
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The Ordeal of Richard Feverel — Complete
Meredith, George
Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; English fiction -- 19th century; Fathers and sons -- Fiction
Mrs. Doria was outraged. She maintained that her child had seen ——. Not
to believe in it was almost to rob her of her personal property. After
satisfactorily studying his old state of mind in her, Sir Austin, moved
by pity, took her aside one day and showed her that her Ghost could
write words in the flesh. It was a letter from the unhappy lady who had
given Richard birth,—brief cold lines, simply telling him his house
would be disturbed by her no more. Cold lines, but penned by what
heart-broken abnegation, and underlying them with what anguish of soul!
Like most who dealt with him, Lady Feverel thought her husband a man
fatally stern and implacable, and she acted as silly creatures will act
when they fancy they see a fate against them: she neither petitioned
for her right nor claimed it: she tried to ease her heart’s yearning by
stealth, and, now she renounced all. Mrs. Doria, not wanting in the
family tenderness and softness, shuddered at him for accepting the
sacrifice so composedly: but he bade her to think how distracting to
this boy would be the sight of such relations between mother and
father. A few years, and as man he should know, and judge, and love
her. “Let this be her penance, not inflicted by me!” Mrs. Doria bowed
to the System for another, not opining when it would be her turn to bow
for herself.
Further behind the scenes we observe Rizzio and Mary grown older, much
disenchanted: she discrowned, dishevelled,—he with gouty fingers on a
greasy guitar. The Diaper Sandoe of promise lends his pen for small
hires. His fame has sunk; his bodily girth has sensibly increased. What
he can do, and will do, is still his theme; meantime the juice of the
juniper is in requisition, and it seems that those small hires cannot
be performed without it. Returning from her wretched journey to her
wretcheder home, the lady had to listen to a mild reproof from
easy-going Diaper,—a reproof so mild that he couched it in blank verse:
for, seldom writing metrically now, he took to talking it. With a
fluent sympathetic tear, he explained to her that she was damaging her
interests by these proceedings; nor did he shrink from undertaking to
elucidate wherefore. Pluming a smile upon his succulent mouth, he told
her that the poverty she lived in was utterly unbefitting her gentle
nurture, and that he had reason to believe—could assure her—that an
annuity was on the point of being granted her by her husband. And
Diaper broke his bud of a smile into full flower as he delivered this
information. She learnt that he had applied to her husband for money.
It is hard to have one’s prop of self-respect cut away just when we are
suffering a martyr’s agony at the stake. There was a five minutes’
tragic colloquy in the recesses behind the scenes,—totally tragic to
Diaper, who had fondly hoped to bask in the warm sun of that annuity,
and re-emerge from his state of grub. The lady then wrote the letter
Sir Austin held open to his sister.
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