"Ah! life! life!..." (Vassili dreamily caressed the girl, as she lay
in his arms.) "This is ever the way of the world: what is forbidden
is always pleasant ... Perhaps you don't know; but I sometimes think
about life, and then I am frightened. Especially at night, when I can't
sleep.... In front of me stretches the sea, above me is the sky, and
all around me is terrifying darkness! And I am alone. And then I seem
to grow small, so small, and the ground seems to rock under me, and it
seems as if there were no one on the earth but myself! If I only had
you at those moments ... at least we should be two together."
Malva, with closed eyes, was lying across Vassili's knees; and she
remained silent The rough open face of the peasant, tanned by the wind
and the sun, was bent towards her, and his beard touched lightly her
neck. The girl did not move, only her bosom rose and fell. Vassili's
eyes wandered over the sea, and from time to time glanced at Malva's
bosom which lay there so near him. And he went on telling her how
lonely he was, living here alone, and how painful were his sleepless
nights, filled with dark thoughts about life. Then he kissed her mouth
slowly, and with the sort of noise that he would have made when eating
a warm thick soup. They remained there perhaps three hours, and when
the sun began to go down into the sea, Vassili said in a tone of
annoyance--
"I must go and boil the water for tea ... our guest will soon be awake."
Malva walked away with the indolent gesture of a languorous kitten,
and Vassili rose regretfully and went towards the hut. Between her
half-closed eyelids the girl watched him as he walked away, and she
sighed, as those sigh who have bent too long under a heavy burden. An
hour went by; the three had met round the fire, and were drinking tea
and chatting.
The sun was already staining the sea with the deep tones of sunset,
and under the magic touch of its rays the green waves had just clothed
themselves in purple and tender rose-pink.
Vassili, as he drank his tea from a white china cup, questioned his son
about the country, and exchanged recollections. Malva, without taking
part in the conversation, listened to their slowly-uttered questions
and answers.
"The peasants are still able then to make a living?"
"Yes, they get along somehow," answered Jakoff.
"We don't want much, we peasants. A house, enough bread, and on
feast-days a glass of vodka.... Yes, but we don't even get that ...
Should I have gone away if I could have lived at home? In the village
I am my own master, the equal of any one, but here I am a servant."
"But on the other hand you are not so often hungry here, and work is
less hard."
"Don't say that There are days here when ones bones feel as if they
were being crushed.... And then here, one is working for others, whilst
there one works for oneself."
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