Christianity, Conversion to -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
Tired out, and his wrath partly spent, he gave up the attempt to summon
a member of the household and went dejectedly down the steps, turning
his back upon the inhospitable door of his old home. He glanced up and
down the road. What should he do with himself during the remaining
hours of daylight? To the south-east the town clustered round the old
fort. He knew it well with its thronged streets and busy bazaars. To
the north-west stood the mountains purpling into rich shades as the sun
approached the horizon. A refreshing breeze blew in from the north.
It cooled his heated face and drew him in the direction of the open
country with a kindly welcome.
He walked towards the silent hills until the sun and its afterglow had
disappeared. Then he retraced his steps, his peace of mind somewhat
restored. He became conscious of a healthy appetite and of an
insistent thirst for a cup of tea or coffee or a glass of milk.
He regained his room. It was in darkness except for a small oil lamp,
too dim to be of any use for reading purposes, that stood upon the camp
table. In a corner near the door was another waterpot with a tin mug.
He did not know if the mug was the same that the pariah had defiled by
his touch; he preferred to think that the waterman had brought both the
pot and the mug, and under this persuasion he took a long drink.
Apparently his return was observed by the household. Ten minutes later
the same man, who had swept his room, appeared carrying a tray on which
were dishes of curry with chutney and rice. All were of the best and
most tempting quality. The mere smell whetted Ananda's appetite till
he was well nigh ravenous; but he turned resolutely away whilst the
pariah, not daring to enter the room, set the tray down on the
threshold and vanished before Ananda could throw him thanks or abuse.
If the truth must be told it was the latter that was on the tip of his
tongue; but something arrested the torrent of curses and made him pause.
He did not attempt to analyse the feeling. The just anger of an
injured man was still dominant; but something from outside, something
altogether new was working underneath his caste instincts. He stood at
the open door looking out at the starlit night, the much needed food at
his feet. A strange sense of detachment, of calm isolation, came over
him, bringing an unexpected stilling of the emotional storm; it was
almost peace. The quiet beauty of the night stirred the memory of St.
Paul's cathedral. He seemed to hear the wonderful cadences of the
organ echoing round him, pouring balm upon the senses and endowing the
wounded spirit with strength to rise to better things above the
passions of the soul. By the aid of that memory he climbed out of the
slough of despair into which he had been plunged; and a half articulate
prayer went up to the living God for pity and help.
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