England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
"I've brought over my French friend to do that for me. She's a clever
girl with plenty of brains and no money. She speaks English perfectly.
In the daytime she'll do most of the shop-work for me and she'll always
be handy to help me with translations. You must meet her--you'll find
her most outrageously un-English."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean that she's not sentimental."
By the time that he had digested that a tap came at the door.
"That's Helen!" said Speed, joyously, recognising the quiet double rap.
He felt delightfully eager to see the meeting of the two friends. Helen
entered. Clare rose. Speed cried, like an excited youngster: "Helen,
we've got a visitor. Who do you think it is?"
Helen replied, puzzled: "I don't know. Tell me."
"Clare!" he cried, with boisterous enthusiasm. "It's Clare!"
Then he remembered that he had never called her Clare before; always it
had been Miss Harrington. And yet the name had come so easily and
effortlessly to his tongue!
Helen gasped: "Clare! Is it you, Clare?"
And Clare advanced through the shadows and kissed Helen very simply and
quietly. Again Speed felt that strange, presaging emotion of something
about to happen, of some train being laid for the future. The rain was
now a torrent, and the wind a great gale shrieking across the fenlands.
Helen said: "I'm drenched with rain--let me take my coat off." After a
short pause she added: "Why didn't you let me know you were coming,
Clare? If you had I could have stayed in for you."
III
Speed was always inclined to drop out of conversations that were
proceeding well enough without him. In a few moments Helen and Clare
were chatting together exactly as if he had not been present. He did not
mind; he was rather glad, in fact, because it relieved him from the task
of mastering his nervousness. He felt too, what he always felt when
Helen was talking to another woman; a feeling that women as a sex were
hostile to men, and that when they were together there was a sort of
secret freemasonry between them which enforced a rigid and almost
contemptuous attitude towards the other sex. Nothing in Clare's manner
encouraged this belief, but Helen's side of the conversation was a
distinct suggestion of it. Not that anything said or discussed was
inimical to him; merely that whenever the conversation came near to a
point at which he might naturally have begun to take part in it, Helen
seemed somehow to get hold of it by the neck and pull it out of his
reach. And Clare was quite impassive, allowing Helen to do just what she
liked. These were Speed's perhaps exaggerated impressions as he sat very
uncomfortably in the armchair, almost frightened to move lest movement
on his part might be wrongly interpreted as irritation, fear, or
boredom. When he felt uncomfortable his discomfort was always added to
by a usually groundless fear that other people were noticing it and
speculating as to its reason.
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