England -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Teachers -- Fiction
At ten o'clock, when rehearsals were over, Speed accompanied Clare home
to the shop in High Street. There was something in those walks which
crept over him like a slow fascination, so that after the first few
occasions he found himself sitting at the piano during the rehearsal
with everything in his mind subordinate to the tingling anticipation of
the stroll afterwards. When they left the Big Hall and descended the
steps into the cool dusk of the cloisters, his spirits rose as with
wine; and when from the cloisters they turned into the crisp-cold night,
crunching softly over the frosted quadrangle and shivering joyously in
the first keen lash of the wind, he could have scampered for sheer
happiness like a schoolboy granted an unexpected holiday. Sometimes the
moon was white on roofs and roadways; sometimes the sky was densely
black; sometimes it was raining and Millstead High Street was no more
than a vista of pavements with the yellow lamplight shining on the pools
in them: once, at least, it was snowing soft, dancing flakes that
covered the ground inches deep as they walked. But whatever the world
was like on those evenings on which Speed accompanied Clare, one thing
was common to them all: an atmosphere of robust companionship,
impervious to all things else. The gales that romped and frolicked over
the fenlands were no more vigorous and coldly sweet than something that
romped and frolicked in Speed's inmost soul.
Once they were discussing the things that they hated most of all. "I
hate myself more than anything else--sometimes," said Speed.
Clare said: "And I hate people who think that a thing's bound to be
sordid because it's real: people who think a thing's beautiful merely
because it's hazy and doesn't mean anything. I'm afraid I hate
Mendelssohn."
Speed said: "Mendelssohn? Why, that was what Helen used to be keen on,
wasn't it?--last term, don't you remember?"
A curious silence supervened.
Clare said, after a pause: "Yes, I believe it was."
VII
Helen's attitude towards Clare at this time was strangely at variance
with her former one. As soon as she learned that Clare was playing in
the concert she wrote to her and told her always to come into Lavery's
before the rehearsal began. "It will be nice seeing you so often,
Clare," she wrote, "and you needn't worry about getting back in the
evenings because Kenneth will always see you home."
Speed said, when he heard of Helen's invitation: "But I thought you
didn't like Clare, Helen?"
"Oh, I was silly," she answered. "I do like her, really. And besides, we
must be hospitable. You'll see her back in the evenings, won't you?"
"I daresay I _can_ do," he said.
Then, suddenly laughing aloud, he caught her into his arms and kissed
her. "I'm so glad it's all right again, Helen. I don't like my little
Helen to throw away her old friends. It isn't like her. You see how
happy we shall all be, now that we're friendly again with Clare."
"I know," she said.
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